Curse me!
Dark pop alt-rap, slow dirty beat, young male half-rap vocal, toxic love, whispered verses, explosive hook 3am bar vibeALALEKS
[STYLE: dark pop / alt-rap / cabaret noir, slow beat, dirty bass, whispered verses → explosive hook, male vocal, half-sung half-rap, cigarette-smoke vibe, late-night bar at 3am] [Teenage male vocal] [INTRO – spoken, distorted phone mic] Yeah… Don’t bless me. Don’t save me. If you feel anything— fuckin’ curse me. [VERSE 1 – half-rap, lazy flow] I loved you sideways, loved you wrong, Loved you like a habit I couldn’t quit — I wasn’t strong. You said my name like a loaded gun, Now it echoes when the room goes numb. I broke my promises one by one, Left fingerprints on everyone. I know I’m poison, yeah, I know the deal, But pain’s the only thing I still feel. [PRE-CHORUS – sung, tense] Don’t tell me “it’s okay”, don’t play that role, I don’t want peace, I want control. If you ever held me for real— Make it hurt. Make it stick. Make it kill. [CHORUS – big, emotional] Curse me, don’t forgive me now Spit my name, say it loud If love’s dead, don’t lie to me Make me your fuckin’ tragedy Curse me, yeah, I need the scar Not your silence, not your “we’re grown apart” If I’m nothing in your eyes At least damn me—don’t be kind. [POST-CHORUS – instrumental hook] [STYLE: alt-rap / dark pop] [SOUND: distorted bass riff + stuttering hi-hats] [EFFECT: vocal chop of word “curse” pitched down, used as rhythm] [LENGTH: 4–6 bars] [VERSE 2 – rap, sharper, bitter] I don’t know if I wanted you or the fight, Or just someone to stay every goddamn night. You or he, it don’t matter here, Desire’s a monster, it don’t play fair. I was king of mixed signals, crown made of lies, Said “forever” like it wasn’t overpriced. Now you’re clean and I’m still fucked, Praying for a punch when you won’t touch. [BRIDGE – breakdown, whisper + reverb] If you hate me, say it slow If you curse me, let me know Don’t set me free, don’t let me go I need your venom, not your ghost. [RAP BREAK – confessional, dry vocal, minimal beat] Yeah, listen— I don’t need closure, I need friction, Your silence is the worst conviction. You moved on, got clean, got light, I’m still arguing with you every night. I rehearse your anger in my head, Wish you’d scream instead of “take care”. If I’m the chapter you regret, Underline me. Don’t forget. [EFFECT: beat drops out → heartbeat → beat slams back in] [FINAL CHORUS – louder, raw] Curse me, carve it in my skin If I’m the villain, let me win Don’t heal me, don’t absolve I need the blame to fuckin’ breathe at all Curse me—yeah, that’s my prayer Love me wrong, or don’t care If I’m gonna burn alone tonight Light the match. Look me in the eye. [OUTRO – spoken] Blessings are for people who got out clean. I didn’t.