Bitch, that's your reflection

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[Intro]
Yeah... this one's for anyone who's been gaslit into oblivion
Let me take you on this journey through the wreckage
Of loving those who only loved their reflections
Let's go...
[Verse 1]
Mirrors for lovers, that's all that I found
Self-absorbed seekers just bringing me down
Every damn reflection just showing their face
While my fucking identity started to fade
[Hook]
Drowning in your shallow depths
Gasping for an identity
The mirror shows your masterpiece
Where I used to be
[Chorus]
Dissolved into echoes of your design
Boundaries erased, no longer mine
A hollow vessel bearing your name
Empty promises, familiar pain
The mosaic shattered beyond repair
Pieces scattered everywhere
In this wasteland of what could have been
I disappear again and again
[Verse 2]
Picture frames filled with their bullshit projections
While I was the canvas for all their directions
Painted my soul with their personal needs
Left me with boundaries thin as the goddamn breeze
[Hook]
Drowning in your shallow depths
Gasping for an identity
The mirror shows your masterpiece
Where I used to be
[Verse 3]
Mind like a pendulum, swinging through fucking storms
Can't find my center since love became war
Fragments of me scattered all through this shit past
Trying to find which damn emotions will last
[Chorus]
Dissolved into echoes of your design
Boundaries erased, no longer mine
A hollow vessel bearing your name
Empty promises, familiar pain
The mosaic shattered beyond repair
Pieces scattered everywhere
In this wasteland of what could have been
I disappear again and again
[Bridge]
They say know thyself, but how the hell can I see
When all of my mirrors were painted by these bitches, not me?
The line between us got blurrier each day
Now my emotions swing wildly, ain't that a bitch to say
[Hook]
Drowning in your shallow depths
Gasping for an identity
The mirror shows your masterpiece
Where I used to be
[Verse 4]
Chameleon skin from adapting too much
Changing my colors with every damn touch
Villain or victim, no in-between shit
Drowned in their praises then ghosted, that's it
Unstable connections, I'm tethered too tight
Then cut loose completely on one lonely night
Brain in a blender of "love me" then "leave"
Got me so dizzy I can't fucking breathe
[Chorus]
Dissolved into echoes of your design
Boundaries erased, no longer mine
A hollow vessel bearing your name
Empty promises, familiar pain
The mosaic shattered beyond repair
Pieces scattered everywhere
In this wasteland of what could have been
I disappear again and again
[Outro]
Call me "crazy" but I didn't start this way
My soul was sliced open and left on display
For vultures who fed on my need to be loved
Discarded when empty, no fucks to be given
Pushed to the edge where my brain split in two
Feeling too much then nothing at all...
What the fuck do I do?