(So many tears) Uh, uh. So many tears in my eyes as I look at you and say my goodbyes. Don’t try and deny you don’t want me in your life. So many times I’ve tried reading your mind. I’m sorry that I just couldn’t be that guy. So many tears in my eyes as I look at you and say my goodbyes. A waste of time. You told me lies. Now in my mind it’s you I despise. Can’t change my mind even after all this time. The wasted years of negativity tears with the ability to bring fear into the worst of despair with blonde hair the beauty is unmatched to where you find yourself impaired. No worst for where with blood in her hair. Shes Carrie for real but I can’t help but stare. (Blood falling) After all the death she’s crying. After all the rest I’m dying. After her kiss I’m flying. Then I’m dismissed like I’m nothing. (I’m nothing) (I’m nothing) I wish I could be something more than what I am. I need to get my act together which is alway the plan but I keep procrastinating every damn day. I don’t know what to really say. My issues get in the way and sometimes I’ll lose track of the date. I get frustrated and agitated. Then I drink and smoke and get really faded. If you want a junkie I’ll demonstrate it. I got lucky and got my license reinstated. Now I sit back and play the music. (The tears never stop though) (I’m still depressed) (I look at you and say) So many tears in my eyes as I look at you and say my goodbyes. Don’t try and deny you don’t want me in your life. So many times I’ve tried reading your mind. I’m sorry that I just couldn’t be that guy so I say my goodbyes. I look at you and say my goodbyes. (Say my goodbyes) I feel empty inside like my soul just died. I used to have a lot of pride but it disappeared when I got high. As I’m faded I see her on social media with her new guy. Honestly it caught me by surprise seeing the happiness in her eyes. I’m nothing now. I’m down and out. The world feels different without her even though when I was with her it was all a blur. I can barely remember our time to together. Maybe it’s for the better for me not to remember. It’s why she left me that’s much is clear. Now my mission is to get better. Put a bandage on my heart and join me at the bar. I’m still falling apart from all the love scars. (Love scars) (Medicine in You)

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