I create our fate and regret it too late

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Where has the Love gone?
Where is our love song?
I used to be part of you...
Now I feel like dead weight to you.
I did my best to sever the cord,
That bound our love at our very core.
At the time I had made up my mind to
Disconnect, I had not realized it was all just a test.
Failing to rise above and take on the situation with unconditional love, I fully engaged my selfish rage into a machine of distructive hate and i began to create what would become our fate.
By the time the dust had settled and my ego I cast aside I allowed myself to become aware of just how much love for you I still felt inside
Ashamed of just how foolishly in my angered state I had behaved... I prayed our love could still in someway be saved.
But unlike so many mistakes I'd made in the past the consequences of this epic failure would seem to ever last.
Just as my rage had set out to do i replace the infinite Bond of love with something new. A bond consisting of regrets resentments and hate with an extra helping of guilt added onto my plate.
I can not take back the careless, reckless, stupid and selfish way I reacted to your reaction from my actions of long since causing us consistent dissatisfaction...
Not at all proud of what I put us thru...
Owning up to my faults is the least I can do.
I am truly sorry for your time I did waste, I am truly sorry for the hurt and pain I made you taste, I have deep remorse for the way I veered our love way off course. I wish I could take all the damage away, I wish I could comfort you with the right words to say....