Met A 4♡

We started it was so simple

Just friends, caught feels

Your smile that dimple

Our soul felt love had to exist for real

We fell

Into the illusion

4 years

Clarity & confusion

Always pulling us to find eachother again

No matter what, our love always poured heavier than rain

The wind blew in the clouds

They are getting [loud whisper] dark

Rain drops falling through the crowd

Loud crashing thunder leads the electricity spark

Sudden, intense & scattered, powerful bolts electrify

Shock waves, over & over, lighting fires in the sky

Always pulling us to find eachother again

No matter what, our love always poured heavier than the [prolong note]rain [dark death metal scream]

Every night we'd fall asleep to the sound of thunder

8 hours later we'd wake up from our slumber

Sleeping next to you each night

My dream come true being held so tight

Over time its changed

Its started to feel really strange

The lightning strikes like a light turned on

The thunder bangs like its miles away

Its not that its doing anything wrong

The light is quick & the synchronous sound is a little late.

Still, the storm builds, ebbs & flows

rolling & crashing with the wind blows

It clears the sky of anything blocking our view

Of the magnanimous that is space our reminder - this world is much bigger than just me or you

Each day we wake, we get up to take

Another step in a forward direction

And hoping we never have to be fake

We are always avoiding rejection

Connection is distraction from the fear

Of how insignificant we all are here

If its a dramatic road down to find connection

Thats the sign this fight isn't toward it.. its opposite direction

Give it up let it go let it rain let it pour

The storm will pass, skies will clear & you'll still be here

Or if we choose to continue in this war

Fighting the storm will only make who you are and who I am disappear

I cant

I wont

No more

I dont

Wanna hurt

You or me

Can't deny

Its truly

The only way

We find our ok

Do you

Wanna be

Happy

Live free

Be you

Ill be me

Is this the end

Bye to loving you

Bye to my friend

Scary as fuck

And so right

No more stuck

Now go shine bright