Eighteen and Lost

[Intro]
Searching through the echoes of my mind,
Eighteen candles burning, yet I'm blind.
Lost in shadows, trying to feel the light,
Who am I? The question haunts me tonight.

[Verse 1]
Mirror tells a story I can't decode,
Every path I choose is heavy with the load.
I was just a boy caught in a whirlwind,
Feeling something deeper, hard to comprehend.

[Pre-Chorus]
He laughed, and it felt like home,
In whispered dreams where I could roam.
But love's a language I can’t explain,
Fighting these feelings, drowning in the pain.

[Chorus]
Eighteen and lost in a maze of my own,
Falling for a straight boy, I feel so alone.
Every glance brings a spark and a war,
Confusion's my halo, the heart's an open door.

[Verse 2]
Days turn to nights as I play pretend,
Seeking solutions that never mend.
Tangled emotions, a clips of a kiss,
A sweet insanity, a fleeting bliss.

[Pre-Chorus]
Walls built around me threaten to fall,
Hiding who I am behind this brick wall.
But his laughter lingers, a beautiful crime,
Chasing the moments, losing track of time.

[Chorus]
Eighteen and lost in a maze of my own,
Falling for a straight boy, I feel so alone.
Every glance brings a spark and a war,
Confusion's my halo, the heart's an open door.

[Bridge]
In the chaos, I search for a sign,
In a world that's set to draw the line.
Why does love beat to a different drum?
Why am I running? Why can’t I succumb?

[Outro]
So here's to the journey, the thrill of the chase,
Finding myself in this tender embrace.
Eighteen years young, with my heart on my sleeve,
In a love that’s uncharted, I choose to believe.

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