Blowing clouds

B careful with me cause I'm a mess borderline depressed.

I need 2 get all this shit up off my chest.

So I suggest shut the fuck up while grown folks spoke out

Smoked out I'm chilling all alone just loked out

And I'm trying 2 get my life right

B 4 my world all shatters like my pipe might

I mean oil burner whatever u want 2 call it

Life was much simple when u just an alcoholic

Borracho now I'm bo-lok cause I'm loco

I'm the lone ranger ur ass is just Tonto

Dumb some 1 u can learn a lot from

u can come and get it if u want some

Then u a stupid mother fucker if u do

And u's a stupid mother fucker if u don't

Wanna b me dilate ur eyes blow smoke and

Choke because I'm a vato that's loked

I'm tripping here blowing clouds

Acting like a fiend me myself and I make the crowd

I'm a vato that's loked

No joke no choke blaze the flute and choke

Back 2 the basics u no u'll never make it

I stand in the face of failure and I hate it

Looking 4 any possible way 2 get my head above the water

I'm sinking and drowning so I don't bother

Now I'm a failure in my mind matching my heart

Its like mentally and physically I fell apart

Where 2 start depression got me fucked up

u no what I go through its easier 2 give up

Thats the sad ass truth what u gonna do

I'm a do what I do so I'm a blaze a flute

Until the pipe goes boom I hope it happen in my room

I hope it happen real soon

Just so you know how I feel someone should bro

This is not part 2 of my suicide note

It feels like shit thinking your life is a sacrifice

The world don't mean shit until I come up with a sack to buy

That's a lie it's just the only thing getting me by right now

Hiding all my pain behind the smoke so I'm blowing clouds

I'm tripping here blowing clouds

Acting like a fiend me myself and I make the crowd

I'm a vato that's loked

No joke no choke blaze the flute and choke

Depression, another day the same fucking lesson

I can't think straight my head is a mess and

I'm going crazy some say I'm lazy

I'm tired of the bullshit smoking shit on the daily

Maybe I'm just tripping off the clouds I blow

It's easy for you to say but you don't know

What I been thru you ain't walked in my shoes

But I gives a fuck so it's cool

Think what you think I'm a continue to drink

And I better learn to swim before my battleship sinks

And fall in with the sharks,if shit fell apart

Suddenly start to think that I was fucked from the start

Always been a loser,like in the beginning

No winning but the earth is still spinning

Like me I been spun

I gotta thank myself so you're welcome

Because shit could be worse i gotta break the curse

I feel like I'm on the bubble and it's about to burst

But first things first it started in cantinas

Now I'm alone in the dark smoking Tina

I should of seen a silver lining in the cloud

My life doesn't make sense what's it all about

Did I go the wrong route I still have my blessings

I'm right where I should be in a session fuck depression

I'm blowing clouds