B careful with me cause I'm a mess borderline depressed. I need 2 get all this shit up off my chest. So I suggest shut the fuck up while grown folks spoke out Smoked out I'm chilling all alone just loked out And I'm trying 2 get my life right B 4 my world all shatters like my pipe might I mean oil burner whatever u want 2 call it Life was much simple when u just an alcoholic Borracho now I'm bo-lok cause I'm loco I'm the lone ranger ur ass is just Tonto Dumb some 1 u can learn a lot from u can come and get it if u want some Then u a stupid mother fucker if u do And u's a stupid mother fucker if u don't Wanna b me dilate ur eyes blow smoke and Choke because I'm a vato that's loked I'm tripping here blowing clouds Acting like a fiend me myself and I make the crowd I'm a vato that's loked No joke no choke blaze the flute and choke Back 2 the basics u no u'll never make it I stand in the face of failure and I hate it Looking 4 any possible way 2 get my head above the water I'm sinking and drowning so I don't bother Now I'm a failure in my mind matching my heart Its like mentally and physically I fell apart Where 2 start depression got me fucked up u no what I go through its easier 2 give up Thats the sad ass truth what u gonna do I'm a do what I do so I'm a blaze a flute Until the pipe goes boom I hope it happen in my room I hope it happen real soon Just so you know how I feel someone should bro This is not part 2 of my suicide note It feels like shit thinking your life is a sacrifice The world don't mean shit until I come up with a sack to buy That's a lie it's just the only thing getting me by right now Hiding all my pain behind the smoke so I'm blowing clouds I'm tripping here blowing clouds Acting like a fiend me myself and I make the crowd I'm a vato that's loked No joke no choke blaze the flute and choke Depression, another day the same fucking lesson I can't think straight my head is a mess and I'm going crazy some say I'm lazy I'm tired of the bullshit smoking shit on the daily Maybe I'm just tripping off the clouds I blow It's easy for you to say but you don't know What I been thru you ain't walked in my shoes But I gives a fuck so it's cool Think what you think I'm a continue to drink And I better learn to swim before my battleship sinks And fall in with the sharks,if shit fell apart Suddenly start to think that I was fucked from the start Always been a loser,like in the beginning No winning but the earth is still spinning Like me I been spun I gotta thank myself so you're welcome Because shit could be worse i gotta break the curse I feel like I'm on the bubble and it's about to burst But first things first it started in cantinas Now I'm alone in the dark smoking Tina I should of seen a silver lining in the cloud My life doesn't make sense what's it all about Did I go the wrong route I still have my blessings I'm right where I should be in a session fuck depression I'm blowing clouds

Blowing clouds