(I hope you understand me a lil better) look back then you was bad for my mental health so I left you changed on Me you fucked my mental up you made your choice so you gone stand on it I hope you get some counseling cause You desperately need help mentally & I peeped it way back then but I still stayed so you thought shit was sweet But now I have nothing but hate for you & I’ll still love you but I fucking wish i never fucked with you cause you Drained me you fucked my trust up I hope I never see your face again I’ve been to focused on me like I’ve hurt Enough I’ve made my peace I just pray you stay the fuck away from me forever Cause that shit stung me in my heart Bitch I’ve been doing me nah you shouldn’t have changed up on me cause I stayed when you belittled Me made me feel weak I still remember how bad your words hurt you destroyed me after I healed you I had to heal Myself mentally I’m better now that you put my life I hope I forget you completely now there’s no love left For you no more I shouldn’t have been smarter back then I was focused on you when I should’ve of been focused on My money & I think that’s the problem you were my addiction I shouldn’t have trusted you cause I fucking hate your Guts after all the shit you did to me I just pray for better then you ever gave me barely getting sleep at night cause I still have nightmares of what you did to me but I keep it thug cause I can’t let you affect me anymore I lost my way Cause of you took a piece of me & ripped me apart but it’s Watever I’ve grieved & moved on & I can’t fuck with you no more bitch you destroyed my mental it took me some time to get it back but now that I’m back I feel Better bout myself that’s the reason I stopped shedding tears over love cause I’ve already been through enough so it’s Fuck my ex’s forever cause I know I’m gone be going farther from this pain I used to feel now you can ruin your self Respect without me in the way cause I won’t risk my image to be fucked with ever again Ill never feel that pain ever Again & you still lying on my name looking back now that’s all you ever Did through our whole relationship That’s why I fucking hate your guts cause you ruined me all this shit I had to heal on my own best believe I won’t let Any other person do me like you did me I won’t ever let a female destroy my self respect that’s a promise I’ll keep it’s Only getting better from here and that’s a promise I made to myself….(I fucking hate your guts) best believe I’ll never Let another women disrespect me the way you disrespected me….

Self respect