Self respect

(I hope you understand me a lil better) look back then you was bad for my mental health so I left you changed on

Me you fucked my mental up you made your choice so you gone stand on it I hope you get some counseling cause

You desperately need help mentally & I peeped it way back then but I still stayed so you thought shit was sweet

But now I have nothing but hate for you & I’ll still love you but I fucking wish i never fucked with you cause you

Drained me you fucked my trust up I hope I never see your face again I’ve been to focused on me like I’ve hurt

Enough I’ve made my peace I just pray you stay the fuck away from me forever

Cause that shit stung me in my heart

Bitch I’ve been doing me nah you shouldn’t have changed up on me cause I stayed when you belittled

Me made me feel weak I still remember how bad your words hurt you destroyed me after I healed you I had to heal

Myself mentally I’m better now that you put my life I hope I forget you completely now there’s no love left

For you no more I shouldn’t have been smarter back then I was focused on you when I should’ve of been focused on

My money & I think that’s the problem you were my addiction I shouldn’t have trusted you cause I fucking hate your

Guts after all the shit you did to me I just pray for better then you ever gave me barely getting sleep at night cause

I still have nightmares of what you did to me but I keep it thug cause I can’t let you affect me anymore I lost my way

Cause of you took a piece of me & ripped me apart but it’s Watever I’ve grieved & moved on & I can’t fuck with

you no more bitch you destroyed my mental it took me some time to get it back but now that I’m back I feel

Better bout myself that’s the reason I stopped shedding tears over love cause I’ve already been through enough so it’s

Fuck my ex’s forever cause I know I’m gone be going farther from this pain I used to feel now you can ruin your self

Respect without me in the way cause I won’t risk my image to be fucked with ever again Ill never feel that pain ever

Again & you still lying on my name looking back now that’s all you ever

Did through our whole relationship

That’s why I fucking hate your guts cause you ruined me all this shit I had to heal on my own best believe I won’t let

Any other person do me like you did me

I won’t ever let a female destroy my self respect that’s a promise I’ll keep it’s

Only getting better from here and that’s a promise I made to myself….(I fucking hate your guts) best believe I’ll never

Let another women disrespect me the way you disrespected me….