The sun goes up and the moon goes down Been questioning for so long What the point of living So many regrets in all the stars With this void in me I can make as many songs as I want But it won't take the pain away Baby In all the stars trying to find love The sun goes up as the moon goes down While I Still struggle and nobody seem to care In this broken world When the sun goes up and the moon goes down Questioning why I'm here I left my heart on the ground As I was slowly bleeding Dying on the ground as people walk right pass me Because I'm barely hanging on When the sun goes up and the moon goes down In all the stars I won't never love again All My scars have to mean something Or I'm just a broken record just like everyone else I know I can make songs all I want But it won't help me with all my suffering The sun goes up and the moon goes down As I'm barely hanging on making this songs to find some type of closure How much of a fool I was To give my heart to you and you just destroyed it Baby I can't say I hate you when I'm over you But I still think about you I know I can make songs all I want but it won't help with the pain As the moon goes down and the sun goes up I become more close to the edge of jumping In all the stars and all these scars I was left bleeding on the ground So I say baby I hope you happy causing me so much As the sun goes up and the moon goes down I will always remember that day Trying my best to let go as it still has a hold on me In all the stars I won't find another beautiful soul like you So I'm so sorry i know i can make songs as long as I want i'm barely hanging on Questioning why the hell I'm live for Why would you want to live in this broken world As the stars go by and the sun goes up waiting for the moon to go down Trying my best to act happy but all the pain has a hold on me Telling myself I'm not worth it Waiting for so long for someone to save me from myself As I'm barely hanging on Feeling so alone when I know I'm not I can sing songs I want but I know it won't help myself In all the stars I won't find a beautiful soul like you So I'm so sorry As the sun goes up and the sunsets goes down I have a gun in my hands Waiting to pull the trigger But i can't why am i live for Waited for so long for someone to save me because I couldn't save myself As the stars goes down And the sun goes down and the moon goes up It such a beautiful sight As I have a million missed calls So I'm sorry for how much I been hiding it I hate myself and there isn't a thing worth loving As I'm barely hanging on Trying to find peace And waiting for someone to love me But I know it hard when I don't love myself As the sun goes up and the moon goes down It such a beautiful sighting As I question why the hell am I alive for And I wish I can tell you but I can't In all the stars I won't love again I know I can make songs all I want But it won't help with nothing I hope you never become me

Why am I still here