Why am I still here

The sun goes up and the moon goes down

Been questioning for so long What the point of living

So many regrets in all the stars

With this void in me

I can make as many songs as I want

But it won't take the pain away

Baby In all the stars trying to find love

The sun goes up as the moon goes down

While I Still struggle and nobody seem to care

In this broken world

When the sun goes up and the moon goes down

Questioning why I'm here

I left my heart on the ground

As I was slowly bleeding

Dying on the ground as people walk right pass me

Because I'm barely hanging on

When the sun goes up and the moon goes down

In all the stars I won't never love again

All My scars have to mean something

Or I'm just a broken record just like everyone else

I know I can make songs all I want

But it won't help me with all my suffering

The sun goes up and the moon goes down

As I'm barely hanging on making this songs to find some type of closure

How much of a fool I was

To give my heart to you and you just destroyed it

Baby I can't say I hate you when I'm over you

But I still think about you

I know I can make songs all I want but it won't help with the pain

As the moon goes down and the sun goes up

I become more close to the edge of jumping

In all the stars and all these scars

I was left bleeding on the ground

So I say baby

I hope you happy causing me so much

As the sun goes up and the moon goes down

I will always remember that day

Trying my best to let go as it still has a hold on me

In all the stars I won't find another beautiful soul like you

So I'm so sorry

i know i can make songs as long as I want

i'm barely hanging on

Questioning why the hell I'm live for

Why would you want to live in this broken world

As the stars go by and the sun goes up waiting for the moon to go down

Trying my best to act happy but all the pain has a hold on me

Telling myself I'm not worth it

Waiting for so long for someone to save me from myself

As I'm barely hanging on

Feeling so alone when I know I'm not

I can sing songs I want but I know it won't help myself

In all the stars I won't find a beautiful soul like you

So I'm so sorry

As the sun goes up and the sunsets goes down

I have a gun in my hands

Waiting to pull the trigger

But i can't why am i live for

Waited for so long for someone to save me because I couldn't save myself

As the stars goes down

And the sun goes down and the moon goes up

It such a beautiful sight

As I have a million missed calls

So I'm sorry for how much I been hiding it

I hate myself and there isn't a thing worth loving

As I'm barely hanging on Trying to find peace

And waiting for someone to love me

But I know it hard when I don't love myself

As the sun goes up and the moon goes down

It such a beautiful sighting

As I question why the hell am I alive for

And I wish I can tell you but I can't

In all the stars I won't love again

I know I can make songs all I want

But it won't help with nothing

I hope you never become me