Missing you

Wish I got to know the man who shares my nose 
A few short years you were gone 
Never able to come home 
Leaving now an empty hole 
A place that’s dark damp and cold 
That’s where my heart goes 
When my brain finds the folds 
I see your face and still I’m cold 
A marriage now seems so fake 
Now you can’t give me away 
A Grandpa who would never meet
The other parts of me 
A fairytale that fell apart 
When I was young at heart 
A little girl with all her dreams
watched her dad grow his wings 
Didn’t really understand 
god always had a plan 
Broke me down and built me up
Heaven knows I needed love 
My hero now is up above 
Talking now is all I want 
To be wrapped up in his hug 
A daughter with her fathers love 
It’s a fear in my mind 
Everyone leaves with time 
No one stays they all find ways 
To walk away so I hope you 
See the heart in me I promise 
That I’ll never leave 
That’s what he tough me grace and dignity 
I promise I’ll always do it in your name 
Always with my fathers grace