My Truth

My truth
I am trying to be a better man, but my past got me feeling like a lesser man. All that I want is you to hear my truth, but my truth is just a lie to you, even though it's the truth.
 I'm just lying here with my mind drifting,  trying to figure out how I fix a wrong. It's been two weeks and 3 days since my world was turned upside-down,  I love more than life itself, and I never meant for  your heart to broken I never wanted to see tears run down your face. So we fuss, and we fight, but I am not sure that I can do nothing right, I look into your face, and I see no light and my dream of you being my wife, just keep fading out my perfect picture  and I cry, I cry and I cry
II am trying to be a better man, but my past got me feeling like a lesser man. All that I want is you to hear my truth, but my truth is just a lie to you, even the never ough it's the truth.
 You see, i have lived so many lies, done did my share shit and maybe 5 years ago, my truth might have been a lie, and the truth is thar I found someone who is bigger that the random and she is everything too me but my truth to her is my lie and there is nothing I can tell her to change her mind, so we just keep going in this circle and my truth get lost amongst  what her mind is telling her.
I am trying to be a better man, but my past got me feeling like a lesser man. All that I want is you to hear my truth, but my truth is just a lie to you, even though it's the truth.
I am trying to be a better man, but my past got me feeling like a lesser man. All that I want is you to hear my truth, but my truth is just a lie to you, even though it's the truth.
Every dayI pray that my truth is heard my truth

 R&B