(Cold) (So cold) I told you I’d change, cold blood runs in your veins. It’s always the same, some women never change. They play mind games, your names all over my brain. It’s hard to even explain why it’ll never be the same. It’s been one hell of a road that I’ve been traveling down. Lots of girls, lots of guns, lots of drugs, so much fun. But that’s the past now, I am sad now. Everyone ignores me because I’m just the past now. They don’t listen to me, rather be single, I see. Shitty men I guess fits all their needs. So I’ll make a combination of drugs, I overdose on so much. It’s not like anybody gives a fuck. I have tears in my eyes whenever I look up cuz’ that’s my fucking luck. I’m sorry that I just wasn’t good enough. It just hurts to know that it won’t be us. I hope someone treats you better than I could. I know I would Now all I hear is your name but it won’t be the same, you’re gone and I’m to blame! I told you I’d change, cold blood runs in your veins. It’s always the same, some women never change. They play mind games, your names all over my brain. It’s hard to even explain why it’ll never be the same. I had pills, powder, liquid, opium shower. Alcohol, mushrooms, LSD gave me power. I would put it all the gather and enter god mode. Overdose in a hour is what I got told. All those girl I kept on hold because I didn’t want anyone, now I’m getting old. I hit a pole going 50 on a back road. Could’ve gone through the windshield but I guess god said “nope”. Am I supposed to be a fool who gives up on hope!? I just want my heart fill because it has a big fucking hole!!!! (So many holes) (I’m so alone) I would hop in my car a lil fucked up with a couple 30s in my cup. Driving under the influence would have gotten me locked up. I didn’t give a fuck, I’m was the type that did too much. (So much) As my eyes rolled back, I saw black. No coming back and that was a fact. I was too sad to want to come back anyway. Living like I was gonna die any day. I said I’ll change and I did. I just wish I was still a kid. I changed but it appears she didn’t want anything to do with me because I’m completely empty and lonely. I didn’t get it. I was destroyed from it. Honestly it was kinda bullshit but just forget it. I said I’ll change, cold blood runs in your veins! It’s always the same, some women never change! They play mind games, your names all over my brain! It’s hard to even explain why it’ll never be the same! Cold blood in your veins. It’s always the same. It hurts my brain. (Medicine in you)

Cold Blood x2