Struggle of Compliance

I started from the bottom, raised to the top

Nothing in my mind is ever enough, it never stops!

This is the struggle, and test of my thoughts

From the grave to the day I die, it’s never enough.

I fail just to see that everything stays the same

I try with the pain inside my mind, it seems like it’s always a race against time!

I lay awake, mind full of war

Demons rush, I brace it

This is the struggle of my thoughts

I feel the pain, it’s never enough

The weight of my mind

Won’t let up

Demons rush

Will this pain ever go away?

Or is it just the struggle of complacence?

Sometimes I think I made it, but in reality I just fake it!

Mind’s racing, but inside I’m vacant

cuts so deep but this is the pain of complacence.

I dream of peace but I can’t sleep

Am I doing enough? I don’t know

Sometimes I think the world’s is against me

Or is it all the sorrow that broke me?

Still trying to find a better road

This is the struggle of my thoughts

I feel the pain, it’s never enough

The weight of my mind

Won’t let up

Demons rush

Will this pain ever go away?

Or is it just the struggle of complacence?

NOOO!

This isn’t who I want to be!

Headstrong with my hands tied behind my back

No map, no signs, just empty skies all black with no light.

Did I take the wrong path? Should I step back?

Left or right, I’m lost

This is the struggle of my thoughts

I feel the pain, it’s never enough

The weight of my mind

Won’t let up

Demons rush

As I lay awake

Will this pain ever go away

Or is it just the struggle…

Of complacence?!

Maybe tomorrow is the dawn I need

Or maybe.. it’s just another war inside of me!