Struggle of Compliance

I started from the bottom, raised to the top
Nothing in my mind is ever enough, it never stops! 
This is the struggle, and test of my thoughts
From the grave to the day I die, it’s never enough. 
I fail just to see that everything stays the same
I try with the pain inside my mind, it seems like it’s always a race against time! 
I lay awake, mind full of war
Demons rush, I brace it
This is the struggle of my thoughts
I feel the pain, it’s never enough
The weight of my mind
Won’t let up
Demons rush
Will this pain ever go away?
Or is it just the struggle of complacence?
Sometimes I think I made it, but in reality I just fake it! 
Mind’s racing, but inside I’m vacant 
cuts so deep but this is the pain of complacence. 
I dream of peace but I can’t sleep
Am I doing enough? I don’t know
Sometimes I think the world’s is against me
Or is it all the sorrow that broke me?
Still trying to find a better road
This is the struggle of my thoughts
I feel the pain, it’s never enough
The weight of my mind
Won’t let up
Demons rush
Will this pain ever go away?
Or is it just the struggle of complacence?
NOOO!
This isn’t who I want to be!
Headstrong with my hands tied behind my back 
No map, no signs, just empty skies all black with no light. 
Did I take the wrong path? Should I step back?
Left or right, I’m lost 
This is the struggle of my thoughts
I feel the pain, it’s never enough
The weight of my mind
Won’t let up
Demons rush
As I lay awake
Will this pain ever go away
Or is it just the struggle…
Of complacence?!
Maybe tomorrow is the dawn I need
Or maybe.. it’s just another war inside of me! 

rap, hip hop, punk