Sometimes I

(Sometimes I get lost in my head) listen sometimes I loose my breath when behind the mic all these memories from

Past trauma seem I’ve become so numb but all these demons in my body never got to my soul I left who I was back over

Love sometimes I get trapped in my head somedays I get sad stuck in a phase trapped in my head I know 

I’m filled with regrets sometimes I pass out wasn’t taught how to cope back then hope my kids don’t end up the way

I am need to relax need to take a breath 
Tell me how can you lie on my name claim I was bad wish I knew what’s so 

Wrong with me cause everyone I’ve ever loved has either left me alone or moved on seem like I’m trapped with 

Memories of past relationship trauma because I guess they never liked how i reacted to disrespect trust me I wish 

I could be someone else yea look okay think im fine with being not okay seems like ive lost my way uh lately this pain 

Wont ever heal the type of pain ive been on im tryna heal in the dark told you all my secrets everytime i make 

A track they all relate but never understand me better like fuck what I’m posed to do ain’t nobody there for me 

Look said (ain’t nobody here for me) been betrayed people close to me can’t even trust my own cousin don’t nobody 

Check on me my phone steady dry drowning in all my thoughts tryna show her I fuck with her heavy but she cant 

Hear me (got me so fucked up I barely be sober half the time) like fuck I’m posed to do when it’s late at night 

And I’m by myself been tryna do better but I get so closed up when it comes to love got me like fuck this whole

Situation all these memories nobody knows about I be feeling so helpless  like who really there for me I’ve been so 

Alone can’t even pick up the phone whenever somebody call me I just been alone in my room barely get sleep can’t 

Express my feelings brody I barely sleep 
Sometimes I get inside in my head fuck I just wanna die but I got my family countin

On me I stay in my own world I’m giving this music all I got like fuck…..been so stressed since yesterday fuck…

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