Yo, I wake up in a vortex, torn flesh, war-pressed
Scars on my soul like a scorecard of poor bets
Mind’s a roulette, thoughts spin in confusion
Fused with delusions and lucid intrusions
I been abused by the muse, used and refused
Bruised by the truth that I choose to defuse
Tryna snooze on the pain, but it oozes and blooms
Like a noose in a room where my youth was entombed
I’m a glitch in the matrix, a twitch in the basement
A fist full of hatred, a list full of statements
Sick of this fake sh*t, I spit for the nameless
Lit with the flame of a kid who was faithless
[Hook]
I’m trapped in a cage, in the cracks of a mirror
Each shard shows a face that I hate getting nearer
I scream at my past, but it laughs, getting clearer
This pain ain’t a phase — it’s my fate, and it’s dearer
So don’t tell me to chill or to pray for the better
I’m the storm in the cellar, the blade in the letter
I’m the rage in the rain, I’m the chains in the sweater
I’m the voice in your brain saying, “Never say never”
[Verse 2]
I got a mind like a prison riot, ticking violent
Thoughts run silent, then bang — no sirens
I’m wired with wires, inspired by liars
With a choir of fire, and a diary of tires
Burned from the chase, every turn was a maze
I learned how to pace with a permanent daze
Now I’m hurt in a blaze, with a smirk on my face
Like, “What’s worse — being cursed, or deserted and praised?”
These verses are blades — every word is a weapon
Every lesson was a blessing from the curse of depression
I ain’t flexin’, just confessin’ the stress and aggression
That I buried in my chest, but it pressed into legend
[Hook]
I’m trapped in a cage, in the cracks of a mirror
Each shard shows a face that I hate getting nearer
I scream at my past, but it laughs, getting clearer
This pain ain’t a phase — it’s my fate, and it’s dearer
So don’t tell me to chill or to pray for the better
I’m the storm in the cellar, the blade in the letter
I’m the rage in the rain, I’m the chains in the sweater
I’m the voice in your brain saying, “Never say never”
[Bridge – Rapid Flow]
I don’t rap for the cash or the glam in the room
I rap ’cause my soul got a crack and it booms
Like a bomb in a box with a lock and a tomb
Tryna talk to the doc but he talks like a goon
I’m a product of pain, not a prophet of peace
I’m a problem you frame but forgot to release
I’m the autumn of dreams when the blossom decease
I’m the monster you made when you fostered a beast
[Outro – Spoken like Slim Shady]
Now I stare in the glass, and I laugh at the ghost
He’s me, he’s mad — but he matters the most
So I toast to the cracks and the past that I carry
Cause the pain made me real — raw, loud, and scary.