Is it Just Me?

so many things

running through my head

hurt and regret

love I haven’t said

I want this to be

more than just me

I’ve bled out on the floor

waited at the door

cried, screamed, begged

still you leave me wanting more

hurt and regret

love and intent

I want this to be

but is it just me?

yeah, you made me laugh

yeah, that music played

but none of that erases

the mess that we made

you touch my hand

then pull away again

I don’t know if I’m losing you

or losing who I’ve been

hurt and regret

love and intent

I want this to be

but is it just me?

sitting alone

waiting by the phone

hoping you’d call

or say I’m not alone

I keep showing up

you keep stepping back

I’m standing in the fire

while you fade to black

hurt and regret

love and intent

I want this to be

but is it just me?

you gotta step up

you gotta step in

sit down next to me

or don’t even come in