Is it Just Me?

so many things
running through my head
hurt and regret
love I haven’t said

I want this to be
more than just me

I’ve bled out on the floor
waited at the door
cried, screamed, begged
still you leave me wanting more

hurt and regret
love and intent
I want this to be
but is it just me?

yeah, you made me laugh
yeah, that music played
but none of that erases
the mess that we made

you touch my hand
then pull away again
I don’t know if I’m losing you
or losing who I’ve been

hurt and regret
love and intent
I want this to be
but is it just me?

sitting alone
waiting by the phone
hoping you’d call
or say I’m not alone

I keep showing up
you keep stepping back
I’m standing in the fire
while you fade to black

hurt and regret
love and intent
I want this to be
but is it just me?

you gotta step up
you gotta step in
sit down next to me
or don’t even come in

Dark gospel blues, swamp ritual vibe, banjo,stomp clap rhythm, deep bass drone, gritty female vocal, raw,haunting,chains