Percs in my pocket

Intro

Yeah

Uh

Wake up to money calls, phone buzzing like a heartbeat

Laughing at my reflection like, “bitch, you really made it”

Yeah…

Still feel the walls closing sometimes

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Chorus

Percs in my pocket, sugar on my tongue

Feel like I’m floating but I hate where I’m from

Laugh with the angels, party with the drugs

Up all night, I sleep when the sun come up

Money keep talking, hoes show love

Smile for the cameras, hide all the blood

I feel so alive when I’m numb as fuck

They say I’m glowing, but I’m burning up

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Verse 1

I remember cold nights, noodles in a cup

Now it’s foreign whips, bad hoes tryna fuck

Went from asking God for a sign

To asking myself if I’m running outta time

City lights bouncing off the tears in my eyes

Everybody love you when the checks look right

Racks on the dresser, demons in my head

Old texts from my past like “you’d be better off dead”

Mama say I changed, I say “nah I just paid”

But I don’t recognize the face in my shade

Sad boy swag with a bankroll glow

Heart ice cold, soul sold on low

Hoes say they love me, I don’t feel shit

Only thing faithful is the pill I split

Pop one, feel brave

Pop two, feel saved

Pop three, I’m dancing with the ghosts I made

They say I’m winning, say I’m killing the game

But they don’t see the receipt stapled to my brain

Every flex cost pain, every high got a fee

I’m rich as hell but broke internally

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Pre-Chorus

Yeah, I laugh but it sting

Yeah, I shine but it’s fake

Every high got a downside

Every smile got a take

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Chorus

Percs in my pocket, sugar on my tongue

Feel like I’m floating but I hate where I’m from

Laugh with the angels, party with the drugs

Up all night, I sleep when the sun come up

Money keep talking, hoes show love

Smile for the cameras, hide all the blood

I feel so alive when I’m numb as fuck

They say I’m glowing, but I’m burning up

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Verse 2

New car smell, but my thoughts still foul

Try to outrun my mind but that bitch too loud

I throw cash at the pain like it owe me rent

But the silence scream when the crowd get bent

She love my chains, don’t care about my scars

Love my name, don’t ask who I are

Say she down forever, say she all in

Till she see the dark side crawl in

Double cup therapy, I’m self-prescribed

Call it balance but I’m barely alive

Doc say chill, I just grin

Like I ain’t playing tag with death again

I’m rich in the daytime

Broke at night

Every pill feel like God till it squeeze too tight

I ain’t tryna die, I’m just tryna feel straight

But the line get blurry when you numb the hate

If heaven got a guest list, hope I slide in

If hell got a soundtrack, I helped write it

All these scars hum melodies

That’s why my pain sound heavenly

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Bridge

They love me when I’m fried

They ghost me when I’m low

If I vanish off the