Intro Yeah Uh Wake up to money calls, phone buzzing like a heartbeat Laughing at my reflection like, “bitch, you really made it” Yeah… Still feel the walls closing sometimes ⸻ Chorus Percs in my pocket, sugar on my tongue Feel like I’m floating but I hate where I’m from Laugh with the angels, party with the drugs Up all night, I sleep when the sun come up Money keep talking, hoes show love Smile for the cameras, hide all the blood I feel so alive when I’m numb as fuck They say I’m glowing, but I’m burning up ⸻ Verse 1 I remember cold nights, noodles in a cup Now it’s foreign whips, bad hoes tryna fuck Went from asking God for a sign To asking myself if I’m running outta time City lights bouncing off the tears in my eyes Everybody love you when the checks look right Racks on the dresser, demons in my head Old texts from my past like “you’d be better off dead” Mama say I changed, I say “nah I just paid” But I don’t recognize the face in my shade Sad boy swag with a bankroll glow Heart ice cold, soul sold on low Hoes say they love me, I don’t feel shit Only thing faithful is the pill I split Pop one, feel brave Pop two, feel saved Pop three, I’m dancing with the ghosts I made They say I’m winning, say I’m killing the game But they don’t see the receipt stapled to my brain Every flex cost pain, every high got a fee I’m rich as hell but broke internally ⸻ Pre-Chorus Yeah, I laugh but it sting Yeah, I shine but it’s fake Every high got a downside Every smile got a take ⸻ Chorus Percs in my pocket, sugar on my tongue Feel like I’m floating but I hate where I’m from Laugh with the angels, party with the drugs Up all night, I sleep when the sun come up Money keep talking, hoes show love Smile for the cameras, hide all the blood I feel so alive when I’m numb as fuck They say I’m glowing, but I’m burning up ⸻ Verse 2 New car smell, but my thoughts still foul Try to outrun my mind but that bitch too loud I throw cash at the pain like it owe me rent But the silence scream when the crowd get bent She love my chains, don’t care about my scars Love my name, don’t ask who I are Say she down forever, say she all in Till she see the dark side crawl in Double cup therapy, I’m self-prescribed Call it balance but I’m barely alive Doc say chill, I just grin Like I ain’t playing tag with death again I’m rich in the daytime Broke at night Every pill feel like God till it squeeze too tight I ain’t tryna die, I’m just tryna feel straight But the line get blurry when you numb the hate If heaven got a guest list, hope I slide in If hell got a soundtrack, I helped write it All these scars hum melodies That’s why my pain sound heavenly ⸻ Bridge They love me when I’m fried They ghost me when I’m low If I vanish off the