loved you (so much louder)

Verse 1

I catch myself sometimes
Listening for keys at the door
Like some part of me still believes
You’ll walk in like before
I even talk out loud sometimes
Then remember you’re not there
The silence doesn’t answer me
It just settles in the air

Pre-Chorus

You held me like a memory
Slipping through your hands
All I wanted was a future
While you were drawing exit plans

Chorus

I loved you so much louder
Than you ever stayed
Screaming in color
While you were fading to gray
I felt every second
Like it cut through my skin
You were halfway out the door
While I was all in
And it’s strange how I was breaking
While you felt nothing at all
Now I’m the one who’s quiet
I don’t feel it anymore

Verse 2

It’s strange how everything still works
Now that you’re gone
The lights turn on, the water runs
The world just keeps moving on
I thought the sky would split in two
Or something would give
But nothing even noticed
You don’t live here anymore

Pre-Chorus 2

Your absence isn’t loud now
It doesn’t scream or cry
Not like it did in the beginning
When I thought I might die

Chorus

I loved you so much louder
Than you ever stayed
Screaming in color
While you were fading to gray
I felt every second
Like it cut through my skin
You were halfway out the door
While I was all in
And it’s strange how I was breaking
While you felt nothing at all
Now I’m the one who’s quiet
I don’t feel it anymore

[Bridge Emotional Shift – Realization]

I used to feel you everywhere
Now I don’t feel you at all
Guess even the deepest love
Can hit a final wall

I loved you past the breaking.
Past the tears,and the fall
Now when I hear your name
I don’t feel anything at all


[Final Chorus (Bigger, Slight Variation]

I loved you so much louder
Than you ever stayed
I was screaming in color
you were only fading away
(Fading away) 

I felt every second
Just Like a cut through my skin
You were halfway out the door.
And I was always all in. 
it’s really strange how I was breaking.
you never felt nothing at all
Now I’m the one who’s quiet
And I don’t feel...
I dont feel it anymore
Ooh ooh 
I dont feel it anymore 
Not anymore 

cinematic, intimate pop,male voice, Breathiness,Controlled strain,Emotional, beltSlight falsetto or vocal cracks on key