That Bitch Now

I used to smile.

I used to say sorry.

Now I just say “fuck you” and smile harder.

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I was the good girl, quiet and cute

Took your shit, stayed mute

Loved too hard, broke too soft

Now I’m fuckin’ done — switch flipped off

They laughed when I cried

Played god while I died

But I came back colder

With knives in my spine

Now it’s “oh my god, she’s crazy”

No bitch, I’m just awake

You pushed the wrong buttons

Now I’m hell with a face

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I begged, I bled, I broke in place

Now I break hearts just to feel safe

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I’m that bitch now — fuck bein’ sweet

Ripped out my heart, now I live with teeth

I don’t pray, I don’t plead

You made a monster outta me

Used to cry in the dark, now I burn shit down

Smile in your face while I gut this town

You wanted a villain?

Congrats — I’m crowned

I’m that bitch now

I’m that bitch now

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Fuck your closure, fuck your lies

Fuck every time I let shit slide

Grew up soft just to die inside

Now I thrive off pain and genocide

Burned every bridge, then danced on the ash

You want sweet? Go choke on the past

You broke me, bitch — now deal with the wrath

I don’t need love, I just want the last laugh

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Used to be hers, now I’m mine

Built from wreckage, fueled by spite

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I’m that bitch now — fuck bein’ sweet

Ripped out my heart, now I live with teeth

I don’t pray, I don’t plead

You made a monster outta me

Used to cry in the dark, now I burn shit down

Smile in your face while I gut this town

You wanted a villain?

Congrats — I’m crowned

I’m that bitch now

I’m that bitch now

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I begged for peace.

You handed me war.

I offered love —

You slammed the door.

Now I’m everything

You swore I’d never be.

And worse.

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I’m that bitch now — fuck your side

Fuck your fake tears and your deadass pride

You fed the rage, now I bite

Sleep with one eye open tonight

Used to cry in the dark, now I burn shit down

Smile in your face while I gut this town

You wanted a villain?

Well, bitch — I’m loud

I’m that bitch now

I’m that bitch now

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You made me this way.

Now deal with her.