Pull Me Back In

[Intro]
Room full of mirrors
Still just me
Twenty faces
All of them speak
[Verse 1]
Wake up in a body that I barely recognize
Name on the license
Doesn’t fit inside my mind
Hear ’em in the hallway
Hear ’em in the drain
Voices wearing my skin
Arguing my name
They remember things
I swear I never did
Whole other hometowns
Whole other sins
Blink and I’m somewhere
I don’t know I’ve been
Clock keeps ticking
But I don’t feel it spin
[Chorus]
Pull me back in
They pull me back in
Hands on my throat
From the inside of my skin
Watch my life pass
Like a movie on a screen
They sit in my seat
Rewrite every scene
Pull me back in
They pull me back in
Fighting for a face
I can’t remember being
I’m lost in the middle
Of the lives they’re living in me
[Verse 2]
Share the same heartbeat
Split the same breath
They love what I hate
They flirt with my death
One leaves the messages
One burns the phone
One laughs at funerals
One dies alone
They promise me quiet
If I just cave
“Let go
Let us drive
Just drift
Behave”
But every time I vanish
For an hour
For a day
I wake to someone’s damage
Signed in my name
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
Who’s at the wheel
When the light turns red
Who signed the deal
Living in my head
I feel their fingers
Curl round my spine
[low vocal register] “You were never yours
You were always mine”
Dark in the daylight
Static in my chest
If one of us lives
Do the others rest?
[Chorus]

Dark cinematic trap ballad, male vocals. Sparse piano over distant reverb swells in the intro, then a heavy, slow half-time beat drops with sub bass and eerie reversed pads. Verses stay intimate and close-mic’d, stacked doubles on key phrases; chorus opens with wide harmonies and distorted ad-libs panning around the listener. Occasional glitchy vocal chops and low choirs for that haunted, fractured psyche feel.