It's gotta be you

I love to listen to the rain

It's a nice distraction from my pain

I'd prefer to listen with you here

But instead you're over there

I don't know how to be vulnerable

So i just don't be it at all

I'm so afraid to put myself out there

But then I hope for you to come here

It's like who goes first

I don't know but I'm scared of being left in the lurch

I figured it's upto the guy

To make his woman feel safe enough that's why

I just wait for you to make

The first move but sometimes you take

Ages so am I supposed to just sit still

How long am I supposed to wait until?

Is it too much to ask for you

To make the first move?

Would you prefer that I just do

Whatever I want to

Or should I be more patient

And less pushy or complacent

I don't know anymore

I'm scared to do anything before

You say I can incase

I step in the wrong place

But then

You say I'm not open

You tell me I'm the one

Who makes it to hard and not fun

That I miss step and project

So I can't even get it right in my effort to protect

Me and my autonomy

I just gotta freeze in the monopoly

Of never knowing when or what

You wanna do or what you want

It's a rock and a hard place

I have no idea how to solve this case

So tell me please I need to know

Otherwise the only choice is to go

Which i don't fucking want at all

I want you in your strength it's your call

If you expect me to shrink while you

Figure it out I'm happy to

Unless it takes fucken forever

That's the only condition I've ever

Put on you since the start

Cos it's the shittiest thing denying my heart

All I wanna do is love on you

Please let me without shrinking too

Step up and meet me where I meet you

Where you started or above please boo