Trigger finger

[Intro]
Oh oh oh why does this trigger want me me me
[Verse 1]
Put the barrel in my mouth, feel the cold steel
Demons in my head, they got me in a new deal
Pull the trigger, hope I find some relief
But I wonder, will they remember my grief?

[Pre-Chorus]
Echoes of the past, sins I can't forget
Moments of despair, my deepest regret
If I go silent, if I fade away
Will my story live on, or fade in decay?

[Chorus]

If I put this barrel in my mouth and pull the triggerr
Will the sins that I commit be the things you remember
Kurt cobain the way I pull the triggerrr
If I die right now what will you remember?

[Verse 2]
Life's a gamble, sometimes I lose
Battles in my mind, got nothing to prove
But I’m asking now, what’s my legacy?
Will they speak of me, or just let me be?

[Bridge]
Sins in my past, sins I regret
Trying to find peace, but I’m caught in this net
If these words are my last, let them be heard
A story of pain, and the dreams deferred

[Outro]
If I put this barrel in my mouth and pull the triggerr
Will the sins that I commit be the things you remember
Kurt cobain the way I pull the triggerrr
If I die right now what will you remember?
I really will pull this triggerr

Alternative Rap, catchy, introspective lyrics, dark beats, spoken word elements, guitar, grunt vocals, rough vocals