Defense

Let’s talk about pain I was down bad had to put my heart on defense till I started trapping I can’t ever go back to

That cell what you know about stacking your bread but feel like it’s not enough look I don’t know how to comprehend

My thoughts everyday I be thinking about ways to make a couple million nobody checked my mental when I was

Down alone they focus on your downfall

Never forget who was there when you ain’t had anybody there I was by myself

Ain’t nobody hit me till I got motion now they all tryna be buddy with me but they judged all my decisions I can’t

Settle with disloyalty I was stepping in puddles of pain seeing mama in that casket still give me chills I was stuck in

The rain I ain’t had nobody but myself that’s when I learned only the person that got your back is yourself said I

Wouldn’t make anymore depression songs but I just had to let this shit out I was outside selling the fuck you know

About heartbreak what you know about having thoughts you can’t explain put trust in my clip cause that’s the only

Thing I can trust if it ain’t bout money don’t hit my line less you my girl I had to build myself up I was feeling defeated

The night I was in the back of a police cruiser that’s when I decided to put myself first you won’t ever catch me

Arrested Again lets be real I ain’t grow up rich I had to work hard to get this far I’ve been doing well I still got a whole

Life ahead of me can’t go back to who I was 4 years ago I’ve changed for me can’t nobody tell you different i know

Everybody judge me I was alone with my thoughts ain’t nobody was there for me I had to pick up my hearts pieces

Feel like that pain I felt changed me I’ve been on my own for awhile now I don’t spread false information I see no

Reason to gossip about people I’m way to grown to be worried about ex’s & drama but it’s okay they still love me

So I Atleast know love still has meaning you should have told me how you felt ok I’m getting older this type of shit we

Should have said when we were kids if you know then you know what I meant

Every-days different realized people

Change over time so I Atleast know how to deal with switch ups ok it’s okay I still get love from my past so I know it wouldn’t hurt much longer plus I’ve

Been doing better then I was 4 years ago wish this the type of shit ima teach my future daughter my love life was

Crazy but deep down I’ve learned from my past mistakes plus I’ve got siblings depending on me oh whoa uh huh…I know

People change I’m just saying I’m ok whoa huh…