Lightning

## Verse 1
*Always me hitting you up, always me checking in*  
*While you act like I don't exist, where the fuck do I begin?*  
*I'm the one who gives a damn when your world falls apart*  
*But when I need you most, you just break my fucking heart*  
*Tired of being the one who cares, tired of the chase*  
*Tired of loving someone who spits right in my face*  
*Five years meant nothing? Guess I'm fucking disposable*  
*While I'm fighting for my sanity, you make me feel horrible*  
*Always reaching, always trying, always getting nothing back*  
*Fuck this one-sided friendship, I'm done picking up your slack*

## Hook/Chorus
*I'm so fucking tired of being the bigger man*  
*While you play games with my head, don't think you understand*  
*My mental health ain't your toy to fucking break*  
*Done being patient, done with every mistake*  
*You want toxic? Keep that shit, I'm fucking done*  
*Tired of caring more than you, this ain't fun*  
*BPD means you control my sanity*  
*But I'm taking back my power, fuck your vanity*

## Verse 2
*So I'm disposable now? After all that we been through?*  
*I was there through every breakdown, every time he hurt you*  
*But now you silent when I'm struggling, can't even send a text*  
*Guess I'm only good for listening when your life's a fucking mess*  
*You throw me away like garbage when you get back with that fool*  
*Same dude who sabotaged your car, girl you ain't no tool*  
*But you treat me like I'm nothing while I'm fighting not to break*  
*BPD got me spinning and you don't give a fuck for my sake*  
*Disposable friend, disposable heart, disposable me*  
*While you chase toxic bullshit, can't you fucking see?*

## Hook/Chorus (Repeat)
*I'm so fucking tired of being the bigger man*  
*While you play games with my head, don't think you understand*  
*My mental health ain't your toy to fucking break*  
*Done being patient, done with every mistake*  
*You want toxic? Keep that shit, I'm fucking done*  
*Tired of caring more than you, this ain't fun*  
*BPD means you control my sanity*  
*But I'm taking back my power, fuck your vanity*

## Bridge
*No more final messages, no more trying to be nice*  
*You made your choice crystal clear, now you pay the fucking price*  
*I'm done being your therapist when you only want to use*  
*My mental health for your convenience, now watch me fucking lose*  
*Every ounce of patience that I had left for your games*  
*You're the reason that I'm angry, you're the reason for my pain*

## Final Hook/Chorus
*I'm so fucking tired of being the bigger man*  
*While you play games with my head, don't think you understand*  
*My mental health ain't your toy to fucking break*  
*Done being patient, done with every mistake*  
*You want toxic? Keep that shit, I'm fucking done*  
*Tired of caring more than you, this ain't fun*  
*BPD means you control my sanity*  
*But I'm taking back my power, fuck your vanity*

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