[deep gritty Masculine male][melodic D&B death metal trap][husky female back up vocal][ethereal motif][fast tempo][d&b dark rave] [Hook] mind fuckery So stuckery Over overthinking What the fucks the meaning Brain drivin speeds peekin Danger zone allow my inner freak in Im my psycho zombie for the weekend [Verse 1][gritty raspy female rap][pitch bent][fast][repeat motif][trap d&b dark rave][epic bassline] My insane crazy part of me Talk out loud to myself not quietly Whole epiphanies Day long symphonies Or a few word piece of mindless poetry But mostly Theres 1 line from a song 1 line of lyrics goin round on & on Over & over, same line repeated for the whole song Cant stop so I just pretend theres nothin wrong I try Enjoy the ride Twitchin inside It switches in my mind Then shifts it into auto pilot Lifes inner world is a riot brain gaps it & hides somewhere quiet Takes a break so I dont over fry it Too much what I try to keep private Like my psycho queen comes out to fight it So please hold for a moment may I be excused Ok, please Queue it & play the elevator music -- Confusic Gon' lose it Black out glazed over passed out still sober Im a zombie but not dead I cant hear what you said Dont yell, I'm out Offline while my short circuit does a re-route Sleep will get me online wake me up totally fine Otherwise I could open my eyes & have no sign of life Check battery check wires No spark when the ignition fires "Hello hello" Souls gone to call a pro fession Oh [Pitch fx][pinched voice][telephone][operator tone][phone dial fx][spoken] "Ahh yes hello, I wanna know, whats wrong with my human, I think it broke, I dunno?" Troubleshoot Go through a list of what to do Some will make it through most don't & some do after a reboot Lights on but stuck in a crazy mode A smart soul lowers ego Stuck ones become a psycho & cavemen just say [deep rough cave man male voice]"Oo yes me -I know" Next time I'll call myself out faster Cos fuck this shit causes disaster Hate falling behind Hate bein made to unwind Wanna do the shit I gotta do this is a waste of time So avoid that decline Ok I'll be fine [hook] [Verse 2] At times won't notice I'm doin it Till its too late & already losin it Body tryna stop movin it But I can't cos my mind keeps loopin it clingin onto things that I cant explain Embedding them deep down in my brain Like Im tryin to gain First prize in a game Of see how much info I can obtain How much & how fast can I process & retain Dont miss any crucial bits If I do i might lose & have to start again Oh My God this is stupid Im insane But I say To myself once I figure it out at least then I'll be done & can sit down But for now I cant rest yet till all of these Pieces & voices in my head are gathered processed & released Is this the end ohh please Otherwise fuck! "there goes my peace" [Bridge] lost in my fantasy dream A world I created while asleep A realm only I can see My truest form of safety Nobody walking in on me Its mine just 4 me [Hook]

Psychotique