Lost in the Darkness

Late at night, shadows so deep

Feeling lost, secrets I keep

How I felt tonight, haunted by the pain

Walking through the silence, tears falling like rain

Been through it many times, scars that I hide

Wishing I could change, wishing I could decide

No one really sees what’s underneath

The cracks in this heart, the ache, the grief

You won’t understand, no one can explain

The weight of these feelings, the endless pain

What hurts the most is you and everyone I knew

They’re all happy, living, while I’m feeling so blue

I see it clearly now, it’s never gonna get better

Lost in this darkness, no matter how much I suffer

Feeling like a nobody, worth nothing at all

Standing alone, facing this endless fall

Blame myself for the way I am, broken inside

Longing for hope, but it’s nowhere in sight

No one really sees what’s underneath

The cracks in this heart, the ache, the grief

You won’t understand, no one can explain

The weight of these feelings, the endless pain

What hurts the most is you and everyone I knew

They’re all happy, living, while I’m feeling so blue

I see it clearly now, it’s never gonna get better

Lost in this darkness, no matter how much I suffer

Is there a way out, a light to find?

Or am I destined to fade, leave hope behind?

Whispered voices tell me I’m nothing, I’m lost

Trying to hold on, but I’m paying the cost

Hold on… or let it go?

Feeling forgotten, so alone

Maybe someday, I’ll find my way

Until then, I’ll face another day