God, Why Am I Like This?

[Intro]
Screaming to the void, why the fuck am I like this?
Lost in the chaos, buried in the abyss
God, can you fucking hear me?

[Verse 1]
Why do I push everyone away?
Deep down, I know I need their fucking help
But fear’s a monster, tearing me apart
Broken shards of trust, a bleeding fucking heart

[Pre-Chorus]
Craving salvation but drowning in silence
Fucking alone in this goddamn violence
Why can't I ask for help without the shame?
God, why the fuck is this my damn blame?

[Chorus]
Why the fuck am I so stupid?
Why the hell do I push away the ones who give a shit?
Fists clenched, screaming into the black
God, do you hear my fucking pain?

[Bridge]
Cry out in rage, claw at the sky
No one to hold me as I fucking cry
Mother told me I was the fucking blame
But I just wanna end this fucking pain

[Outro]
Screaming to the void, why the fuck am I like this?
Broken and lost, can't find my fucking bliss
God, please, just answer, why do I suffer?
Falling apart, I can't take it any longer

Hard metal, aggressive vocals, primal screams, emotional intensity, distorted guitars, pounding drums, raw energy, male