(Smoking by myself to many thoughts going through my head) said I can’t keep you out my mind feels like you The only one I trust but ain’t gone lie I think about what you did back then when I’m home i prepare for the worse I try to Stay silent but you see right through when you not home I’m sitting in my studio writing songs about you got me Wanting to get high all over again I’ve been doing me got me saying ok cause girl you moving different she want sex I’m chasing money i know you got needs but I gotta keep grinding what’s up with us it’s never us it’s only me you Only care about your needs sometimes I wonder what you gain from arguing & fighting girl your two beautiful to be Beefing with me I know my mama watching over me she know I been through the worse but girl you still Push me so far away I can’t ever forget about my past (whoa ah) I can’t forgive what you did back then that shit still fresh in my mind you wanna talk about emotions but I can’t open up like fuck love your no better you ain’t the victim When we fucking you a different person it could just be us you’ll still. Find any reason to argue & girl I can’t handle Your mood swings it’s killing me how far we’ve grown far away you act like you don’t care about me when I care about You deeply I go after the money she go to work I gotta watch my back cause I know these pussies still tryna beef it’s Always about you it’s never about us why you always tryna fight why can’t we just chill & watch tv I wish you loved Me like I love you lately I’ve been so lost in my head she say I got to many love scars you know I can’t comprehend Emotions she say I fell to hard she say I love to hard she got hazel eyes she got brown hair been hurt to many times I Might not feel the same tomorrow she know about the pain inside my chest She know I took to many losses I can See the regret in your eyes talking reckless but all over me when you home I know you get crazy steady blowing My phone up questioning me accusing me you claim you love me but you treat me differently I don’t wanna leave Cause she’s all I got is her love can be so blind I need peace but she don’t understand me every night the same Fighting & arguing but end up fucking why it feel like I’m trapped in an endless cycle

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