[Verse 1]
Three missed calls from the same old demon
Name in red on a cracked screen gleaming
Clock reads 3 but my chest still screaming
Sleep so close but the fear keep leaning
Old debts talk in a dead phone static
Whisper in my ear say, "Make that havoc"
Hands on my face, I don't trust that mirror
Eyes look back like a stranger nearer (yeah)
[Chorus]
I don’t wanna go back there
Cold hands reaching from the past, I swear
Every step I take, feel a shadow on my heels
I don’t wanna go back, back where it’s real
I don’t wanna go back there (uh)
Voices in the dark still pulling on my hair
If I ever slip, they gon’ drag me by the feels
I don’t wanna go back, back where it’s real (back where it’s real)
[Verse 2]
New chain on but the rust bleed through
Smile on cam but the bruise see-through
Text at night, "We remember you"
Ain’t no block on the things I knew
Money on the table like a chalk-out line
Every blue note got a cost that’s mine
Laugh too loud, then the room go quiet
Whole crowd freeze when the ghosts walk by it (woo)
[Chorus]
I don’t wanna go back there
Cold hands reaching from the past, I swear
Every step I take, feel a shadow on my heels
I don’t wanna go back, back where it’s real
I don’t wanna go back there
Voices in the dark still pulling on my hair
If I ever slip, they gon’ drag me by the feels
I don’t wanna go back, back where it’s real (nah, never back)