[Verse 1]
I’ve rehearsed this in my head
Every word I never said
Bit my tongue until it bled
Smiled like I believed it
Kept my name off every line
Sat in corners
Kept in time
Let the fear redraw my spine
Shrank so I could keep you quiet
[Pre-Chorus]
But there’s a tremor in my hands now
Yeah
I can feel it
All the silence that I swallowed
I’m done
I’m done with it
[Chorus]
This is the day I stop running
Feet on the ground
Heart like a drum that keeps coming
Louder than doubt
I’m gonna stand where I’m shaking
Right in the sound
This is the choice that I’m making
I won’t back down
This is the day I stop running
I’m standing now
[Verse 2]
Every “sorry” on my lips
Was a chain around my wrists
Every room I tried to fit
Left me smaller in the mirror
All the times I let it slide
Let the hurt just pass me by
Now the anger and the pride
Are a fire in my ribcage
Clearer
[Pre-Chorus]
I hear my heartbeat in the hallway
Calling my name
All the times I almost spoke up
Burn in my veins
[Chorus]
This is the day I stop running
Feet on the ground
Heart like a drum that keeps coming
Louder than doubt
I’m gonna stand where I’m shaking
Right in the sound
This is the choice that I’m making
I won’t back down
This is the day I stop running
I’m standing now
[Bridge]
I was scared of the breaking
Scared of the fall
But losing myself
Was the worst loss of all
So here in the open
I’m drawing the line
If I stand here alone
At least the voice is mine (oh, it’s mine)
[Chorus]
This is the day I stop running
Feet on the ground
Heart like a drum that keeps coming
Louder than doubt
I’m gonna stand where I’m shaking
Right in the sound
This is the choice that I’m making
I won’t back down
This is the day I stop running
This is the day I stop running
This is the day I stop running
I’m standing now