[Verse 1]
Ash in my coffee
Dust on the TV glow
Same four walls
Ask what I’m waiting for
I trace circles
In a spill on the floor
Every question I bury
Just claws a little more
[Chorus]
Somewhere out there
I swear there’s a version of me
Who doesn’t choke on the words
He’s been dying to scream
Somewhere out there
He’s not scared of what he feels
’Cause in here
In here
I don’t know what’s real
[Verse 2]
Hands stained gray
From digging through yesterday
Old hurt
Cheap thrills
Stacked in a crooked frame
I laugh at the mirror
Like I don’t know his name
If I tear it all open
Will anything change?
[Chorus]
Somewhere out there
I swear there’s a version of me
Who doesn’t choke on the words
He’s been dying to scream
Somewhere out there
He’s not scared of what he feels
’Cause in here
In here
I don’t know what’s real
[Bridge]
If I rip my heart out
Drop it on the table (hey!)
Would you call it ugly
Or finally faithful?
I’m tired of hiding
Behind my own skin
If the truth is filthy
Let it crawl in
[Chorus]
Somewhere out there
I swear there’s a version of me
Who can look in my eyes
And not want to leave
Somewhere out there
He’s not scared of what he sees
Till I find him
Find him
I’ll keep bleeding in these dreams