Losing Composure

Prop, who made it?

Please tell me how this is supposed to work

’Cause right now I don’t know how to react

Feels like I’m under attack

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’Cause I don’t know how far I’ll go

If I lose all of my composure

I’ve been in my head so long

Feels like the walls are getting closer

I don’t know how far I’ll go

If I lose all of my composure

I’ve been in my head so long

Feels like the walls are closing over

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Feels like the walls are caving in

Mind spinning fast, I’m pacing again

Thought we were four-lifers, ride till the end

Now I’m learning how it breaks instead

Gravity’s a bitch, always pulling you down

You’re a pacifist heart in a loud ass town

You just want real friends, hate pretending

But you live rent-free inside my head, yeah

Walls painted red, feeling low all day

Every time I stand up, you push me away

I got nothing left I can say to you

Still I’m stuck on the thought of you

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Look in the mirror, can you see it clear?

Watching us fall, I hope not, I fear

In the clouds above, wishing we were enough

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’Cause I don’t know how far I’ll go

If I lose all of my composure

I’ve been in my head so long

Feels like the walls are getting closer

I don’t know how far I’ll go

If I lose all of my composure

I’ve been in my head so long

Feels like the walls are closing over

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Woah, the walls are finally cracking now

You took my heart, let it hit the ground

It’s already torn, still I hand it out

If it’s yours to break, then break it now

Wasted my time waiting on you

Thought you were mine, guess that wasn’t true

I just don’t wanna lose myself in you

But gravity says we’re going down too

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I just want you—yeah, I just want you

But you don’t want love, hate all the lies too

Point to the sky, say it’s all too much

In the clouds above, we forgot how to touch

I’ll rewrite the pages, you tear them apart

Between you and I, it’s heavier than my heart

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’Cause I don’t know how far I’ll go

If I lose all of my composure

I’ve been in my head so long

Feels like the walls are getting closer

Please tell me how this could all work

’Cause right now I don’t know how to react

Feels like I’m under attack

Prop, who made it?