I'm still here

I hate it here how did it get this worse

I'm questioning what am I doing in this earth

I'm just wasting my time here

I don't belong ready to face my only fear

That's death like no more breath

Ashes left out of the flesh

Accept how it is because it's like that

I just don't have the strength to fight back

You can say I'm selfish but I ain't quitting

I tell it like it is no bullshiting

Maybe it's easier to understand if you were by yourself

How you feel when you can't count on any help

Don't you see how easy to give up on yourself

I don't wish anyone with these cards that dealt

Oh I can do it myself oh really it just drives me crazy

While all you mother fuckers just think I'm lazy

I'm face to face with reality and the devil is poking

My health can't work broke no car no where to go no hope and

What the fuck do I do reality is what Im facing

How many times a day do I have to say I can't make it

I'm still here

La calle grita mi nombre en la oscuridad

Caminé por fuego con la verdad

Mis pasos pesan pero no me detengo

Soy un guerrero que siempre está aprendiendo

La lluvia me moja pero no me ahoga

El dolor es fuerte pero nunca me roba

Mis sueños guardados en el pecho arden

Soy la prueba viva de que todo cambia al margen

El pasado me empuje pero no me define

Cada cicatriz es un mapa que revive

Los días grises pintaron mi historia

Hoy brilló más fuerte porque viene la gloria

Aunque la vida me quiso romper

Aquí estoy firme sin retroceder

Caí mil veces pero aprendí a crecer

Sigo luchando porque aun quiero vencer

I'm still here

Not looking for sympathy just being real

I'm trying to get better I'm trying to heal

What's the deal

I'm still here

They keep fucking with me they don't know

I ain't to be fucked with I didn't sell my soul

So what goes around comes around yeah you fuck yourself

I pray for you and your loved ones to always have good health

But it's not up to me how the life is lived

Through the fuckery I don't give a fuck I already forgived

You, for me it stops right here but it's not up to me

Study the past it's been written in history

And I don't even want to know what's coming for you

By the way what the fuck did I ever do to you

Was it worth it to take everything away from me

It's hard to live when everything is dead to me

But I do what I do with a needle in my heart

Fuck this voo doo so I rip the doll apart

From the start all the way to the finish

Stuck in my life I do my best but still sinning

What's the meaning everything happens for a reason

It's fuck the devil season deceiving the demon

He thinks he can plot shit look what you got bitch

only God can judge me bumping pac shit

I'm still here

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I'm Still Here