I hate it here how did it get this worse I'm questioning what am I doing in this earth I'm just wasting my time here I don't belong ready to face my only fear That's death like no more breath Ashes left out of the flesh Accept how it is because it's like that I just don't have the strength to fight back You can say I'm selfish but I ain't quitting I tell it like it is no bullshiting Maybe it's easier to understand if you were by yourself How you feel when you can't count on any help Don't you see how easy to give up on yourself I don't wish anyone with these cards that dealt Oh I can do it myself oh really it just drives me crazy While all you mother fuckers just think I'm lazy I'm face to face with reality and the devil is poking My health can't work broke no car no where to go no hope and What the fuck do I do reality is what Im facing How many times a day do I have to say I can't make it I'm still here La calle grita mi nombre en la oscuridad Caminé por fuego con la verdad Mis pasos pesan pero no me detengo Soy un guerrero que siempre está aprendiendo La lluvia me moja pero no me ahoga El dolor es fuerte pero nunca me roba Mis sueños guardados en el pecho arden Soy la prueba viva de que todo cambia al margen El pasado me empuje pero no me define Cada cicatriz es un mapa que revive Los días grises pintaron mi historia Hoy brilló más fuerte porque viene la gloria Aunque la vida me quiso romper Aquí estoy firme sin retroceder Caí mil veces pero aprendí a crecer Sigo luchando porque aun quiero vencer I'm still here Not looking for sympathy just being real I'm trying to get better I'm trying to heal What's the deal I'm still here They keep fucking with me they don't know I ain't to be fucked with I didn't sell my soul So what goes around comes around yeah you fuck yourself I pray for you and your loved ones to always have good health But it's not up to me how the life is lived Through the fuckery I don't give a fuck I already forgived You, for me it stops right here but it's not up to me Study the past it's been written in history And I don't even want to know what's coming for you By the way what the fuck did I ever do to you Was it worth it to take everything away from me It's hard to live when everything is dead to me But I do what I do with a needle in my heart Fuck this voo doo so I rip the doll apart From the start all the way to the finish Stuck in my life I do my best but still sinning What's the meaning everything happens for a reason It's fuck the devil season deceiving the demon He thinks he can plot shit look what you got bitch only God can judge me bumping pac shit I'm still here Jas Ada Cat Mar Music I'm Still Here