[Intro][trap d&b gangsta][death metal layer][dynamic bassline][catchy loop][nordic motif][deep male choral backing] [Hook][haunting raspy female][emo trap layer][violin vamp][beat pad] Im here, the start Floatin' through life, Go past the middle part Wake up somewhere in the end Swing back round & back to the start Again [Verse 1][quick gritty husky female rap][pitch fx] Its like Im standing infront if that board Like when youre lost in some plastic mall full of chain stores Find the dot it says "you are here" Then try find the way you wanna go from there But its never that fucken easy when youre on the floor walkin it That dotted line that said it was just round the bend was talkin shit Took me to where it used to be 6 months ago before It changed into another one if those mutha fugging dollar stores Nevermind I'll find it myself - pfft yea right How much do i need this thing anyway I been doin alright Till now without it in my life Growin up time to adult now gotta find My own food water clothes and a bed to sleep in at night. Then shit, I guess it is quite Important to look for that fucking place inside Cos I aint doin this for the rest of my life Livin not knowing where im gonna be tomorrow today & if im save too night [Hook] [Rap Verse 2] & when I'm deep in I dont always see the very beginnin' Take it in as, another chance at All the shit I did shit & see all the shit I almost missed Get up & go all in Jump quick let myself fall in Full heart Hard & fast Trust yourself, only you got you Learn from the past This time today - this time its gonna last [Hook] [Interlude][layered sub bassline][quadruple kick][dark rave d&b] [Bridge][gritty raspy haunting female rap][high intensity][angry tone][fast trap gangsta][dark rave][build] Typical, just as I get into my flow He comes in my vision cant see where the path goes Im too distracted Too attracted To his charm his brawn His way of pleasin me Gets me weak in the knees when hes teasin me Then after I've been sucked in To relyin on him For shit I gotta get done cos life's piling it on thick Its like a flash a blink Hes gone so fast I didnt have time to think Turn around & the other's back Its like they've tapped the others hand & said its your lap Put up a sign 'gone to lunch in an hour I'll be back' Ok I'll play along till then hes gone too & now another's fillin the shoes But fuck! Then hes gone aswell & now What the hell am I supposed to do All of you disappear when its the actual time I'm needing you.. Fine - I got me, I'll do it myself Fuck you! & again I ask myself why I do this fucking loop on repeat for 4 years almost 5 Well the only answer I got is cos this guy Meets my needs in 1 or 2 ways but not all & never at the same time He cant seem to bring me & inconveniently its the main thing I need Even when we are only together just casually [Whine] Yup thats my life - its fucked up right But what else can I do? I guess I'll just have to wait n see [suspenseful fade fx] [Hook] [End]

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