Intrusive thoughts

It ain't even really your fault,
When you leave,
When you can't answer your phone
We don't speak,
Intrusive thoughts, I believe
They all make sense to me
Facts straight from fiction, in my brain
Creating friction with my reality
Every single heartache I cause
Because when I say love you, it's pain
I can promise I will never say I'm done,
But every day, I'm done again
And although one day you may take it how you want  and not how I mean,
You know I love you all the same
You're the only one that I want, it gets me, its not even your fault, I'm freaking out again, a favorite I can never have enough of, it gets me, every time you leave 

Trap horror core heavy aggressive