I Got It Wrong

Intro
The truth speaks, quiet and confusin 
Not sure why I’m always losin 
Everyone around me abusin and usin
Dark Thoughts are always intrudin 

Verse 1
I’m over this shit gotta cut ties 
I’m Taken over by the fuckin lies
Put myself aside for the last time
I don’t even know why I tried

Pre Chorus
Its wrong, It’s wrong, I think I got it wrong
All this shit is inside of me, I feel so alone
Keep goin strong, gotta keep goin on
Today’s  just tomorrow but gone

Chorus 
I guess this time I’m not bein real
Livin in denial, I’m at a stand still 
Losin a grip, dealin with your shit
Movin on cuz I’m done with it 

Verse 2
No need to try to make sense of my feelins 
Never get the truth just wheelin n dealin 
I spoke my words now u shut down seemin
Like I’m not worth the time that I’m stealin 

Bridge
And i just don’t believe it, just don’t believe it
Things got so hard I can’t even go near shit
Fuck, Did you have this planned all along 
Break me down, til I no longer belong 

Pre Chorus
Its wrong, It’s wrong, I think I got it wrong
All this shit is inside of me, I feel so alone
Keep goin strong, gotta keep goin on
Today’s  just tomorrow but gone

Chorus
I guess this time I’m not bein real
Livin in denial, I’m at a stand still 
Losin a grip, so I’ll be movin on 
I guess you think I’m still that strong 

Outro
Shit, I thought for a second I was fine
Breathed out then I was reminded
Haven’t dealt with this shit in so long
I guess u forgot I matter all along 

Chorus
I guess this time I’m not bein real
I guess this time I’m at a stand still 
Losin a grip, so I’ll be movin on 
You got it right, I’m movin on

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