With someone

I always thought I would go through life with someone 
That’s not what is happening so I guess I’m just one 
A girl who’s loyal and is crazy about me 
Not entertaining other dudes while we are at somewhere to eat 
She told me she was going to her moms 
Man was I so wrong 
Wanted to talk but kept getting pushed away 
Trust me I found out the next day 
The ex texted me and asked me if I wanted to see the pictures  
I thought to myself this is it 
never trusted another woman 
Don’t know if I ever can 
Is this a penance for my sins 
Or am I the one screwing it up in the end 
She wasn’t the only 
For I seem to regularly find myself lonely 
 One two three 
They all seem to leave 
One day there will be one for me 
Even if it’s at thirty-three 
I have to believe or maybe I will die with just blood family 
came to accept that it’s a reality 
All these women 
I want to try 
They all mostly text back dry 
Or just straight up lie 
Can’t make plans for other dudes they can 
No respect seems to draw them in 
I’m afraid I can’t do that no matter how many times I bend 
I’m only 22 maybe it’s just began
I always thought I would go through life with someone 

I’m only 22 maybe it’s just began

Alternative rock, emo, heavy rock, sad, angry, confused, male