With someone

I always thought I would go through life with someone

That’s not what is happening so I guess I’m just one

A girl who’s loyal and is crazy about me

Not entertaining other dudes while we are at somewhere to eat

She told me she was going to her moms

Man was I so wrong

Wanted to talk but kept getting pushed away

Trust me I found out the next day

The ex texted me and asked me if I wanted to see the pictures

I thought to myself this is it

never trusted another woman

Don’t know if I ever can

Is this a penance for my sins

Or am I the one screwing it up in the end

She wasn’t the only

For I seem to regularly find myself lonely

One two three

They all seem to leave

One day there will be one for me

Even if it’s at thirty-three

I have to believe or maybe I will die with just blood family

came to accept that it’s a reality

All these women

I want to try

They all mostly text back dry

Or just straight up lie

Can’t make plans for other dudes they can

No respect seems to draw them in

I’m afraid I can’t do that no matter how many times I bend

I’m only 22 maybe it’s just began

I always thought I would go through life with someone

I’m only 22 maybe it’s just began