Numb again

Verse 1
Woke up in a room I barely know,
Faded light behind the window glow.
Coffee cold, time slips through my hands,
I smile at strangers, they don’t understand.

Pre-Chorus
Tried to cry but the tears don’t fall,
Laughed too loud at nothing at all.
Something’s broken but it won’t make a sound,
I’m floating up, but I never left the ground.

Chorus
I’m numb again, can’t feel the high or the low,
Like a ghost just dancing in the snow.
Screaming inside, but it's quiet on the outside,
I’m here, but I’m not alive.

Verse 2
Mirror shows a face I used to know,
Faking light where the shadows grow.
All these voices, they just echo back,
Telling me there’s something that I lack.

Pre-Chorus
Heartbeats flat like a radio drone,
Surrounded, but I’ve never felt so alone.
If pain means I’m real, then why do I miss it?
I feel nothing—just an empty exhibit.

Chorus
I’m numb again, can’t feel the high or the low,
Like a ghost just dancing in the snow.
Screaming inside, but it's quiet on the outside,
I’m here, but I’m not alive.

Bridge
Tried to write it down, but the words feel fake,
Every breath I take just feels like a mistake.
Tell me there’s a way back to who I was,
Before I froze beneath this loss.

Final Chorus
I’m numb again, lost in the space in between,
Like a dream erased from every scene.
Screaming inside, but no one can hear me cry,
I’m here… but I don’t know why.

Sad