Hello me

Nothing seems familiar

But then nothing ever did

I spent a life trying to find myself

Amongst all the things I've hid

I wonder if this life

Would welcome all my thoughts

Or if it would be wise to remember

All the things that I've forgot

I don't know if happiness

Should ever truly be mine

Or if in all this misery

If I'll end up feeling fine

I've spent some time in heaven

And done my bid in hell

I've lost so many loved ones

None of it sits quite well

Feeling lost feels so common place

Amongst all that fells amiss

Sometimes I wonder if anything

Will ever be better than this

Should I want for better

What does a lost soul deserve

And if I should call to heaven

What good really would it serve