Feed The Hollow Fire

Run… desire, run

No conscience, one motive

Feed the hollow

Feed the hollow

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Runnin’ into your forest fire

Walkin’ barefoot on razor wire

Say I’m fine—yeah, I’m still alive

But every breath feels like borrowed time

If I spilled my heart on the carpet floor

Would you pick it up—or stomp it more?

I don’t gag easy, but the weight inside

Got my stomach turning, can’t decide

Throw me a shovel, say you drowning too

I’ll show you depths you never knew

When your body stops obeying you

You learn what hunger really do

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Run him like a blade through the heart

To cater the hollow, tear it apart

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Screaming, feed me here

Fill me up again

Temporarily pacify this hunger in my head

Light me at both ends, let the smoke ascend

Watch me fade and then come back again

Screaming, feed me here

Fill me up again

Just to feel something when the feeling ends

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Don’t tell me I ain’t done enough

Don’t tell me I ain’t tough enough

Feels like we don’t talk enough

We just say “fuck it” when it’s rough enough

Hold steady, don’t waste your time

Nothing left between these lines

Levels of gray just shade the pain

Every fix just feeds the chain

Old medicine in my desk drawer

Doesn’t recognize me anymore

Working for a life I don’t adore

Still trying to fill what I’m hollow for

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So bring the fire down

Bridle the hunger, slow it now

Long enough to edify

Long enough to stay alive

Grow, libido—dominoes fall

Cycles, circles, consume it all

Conquer, devour, then I stall

Staring at the damage I caused myself

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Screaming, feed me here

Fill me up again

Temporarily pacifying everything I am

Screaming, feed me here

Fill me up again

I don’t want the end—I want the ache to bend

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Run… desire, run

I’m still alive

Still alive