One wish pt 2 (2.0)

**[Verse 5]**

Memories flooding back like a broken dam

Twenty years of moments, you don't give a damn

Every smile you gave me, every touch, every kiss

Now I'm stuck replaying what I'll always miss

BPD got me questioning what's real in my head

But the way that I love you ain't something I've read

It's carved in my bones, it's burned in my chest

This obsession with you puts me through every test

**[Verse 6]**

Seven years wasted trying to replace you

Every other woman was just something to do

While my heart stayed faithful to a ghost from my past

Should've known from the start that you'd always come last

Now we're hanging out and the torture's renewed

Every joke that you crack got me feeling so screwed

'Cause I see who you are and I know what we had

Makes me question if letting you go was just mad

**[Verse 7]**

Wrote that letter shaking, hands trembling with fear

Scared to lose the friendship that I hold so dear

But these feelings inside me are tearing me up

Like a poison I'm drinking from a bottomless cup

You're so fucking beautiful it hurts to look

Every glance that you give me's like reading a book

That I'll never understand, that I'll never decode

While I'm dying inside on this one-way road

**[Verse 8]**

If there was just one wish that the universe owed

I'd make you love me back on this lonely road

But I know that's not how real love works

So I'll take what I get while my heartache lurks

Twenty years ain't nothing if it means you'll stay

Even if you never love me the same way

I'll be here in the shadows, watching you shine

Knowing you'll never, ever be mine

**[Final Outro]**

This love's gonna kill me but I can't let go. If I could make you love me God I would,If there was just one person I could choose, choose you I would

Twenty years of history, thought you should know

If I could make you love me God I would,If there was just one person I could choose, choose you I would

That no matter who comes, no matter who tries

You'll always be the truth behind all of my lies...