Numb The Pain

Lost in the haze, feeling so numb

Tryna find my way, but my mind's on the run

Brain so numb, yeah, I feel like I’m going dumb

Clouded with smoke, just to feel some

Alien in my own residence, I resist, end up dismissed

Life's a mess, I confess, can't handle the stress

Problems piling, wild and unfiled, strained and wild

Trying to hide the pain, pain’s my only friend

Round and round, I drown, feeling like the end

Say yes to the chaos, feel the silence collapse

Lost in my tracks, sidetracked, I’m trapped

Trying to forget, but my mind won’t reset

Living with regret, heavy debt, I fret

Yeah, my brain so numb, feel like I’m going dumb

Smoke myself stupid, just to feel some

Smoke, smoke, smoke it up, burn the pain away

Push it all away, drive real fast to forget

Trauma filled past, hope don’t last, but I guess

This is my life, a mess, no success

Yeah, I feel like I’m losing it, slowly slipping out

Trying to stay afloat, but I drown in doubt

Alien mind, breaking gravity, defying normality

Seeking vitality in my own insanity

Fade into darkness, no spark, just a mark

Lost in the dark, I park my heart in the dark

Numb and distant, paper thin existence

Life’s persistence, filled with resistance

Trying to find some meaning in the pain, but it’s draining

Living in a haze, days and nights never changing

Lost in the haze, feeling so numb

Tryna find my way, but my mind's on the run

Yeah my Brain so numb,I feel like I’m going dumb

Room so Clouded with smoke, im about to choke, just trying to feel something but

I Feel like an Alien at this residence, I resist, end up dismissed

Life's a mess, I confess, can't handle the stress

Problems piling, wild and unfiled, strained and wild

Trying to hide the pain, pain’s my only friend

Round and round, I drown, waiting for the end

Say yes to the chaos, feel the silence collapse

Lost in my tracks, sidetracked, I’m trapped

Trying to forget, but my mind won’t reset

Living with regret, heavy debt,

Yeah ..Alien mind, breaking gravity, defying normality

Seeking vitality in my own insanity

Fade into darkness, no spark, just a mark

Lost in the dark, I park my heart in the dark

Yeah, my brain so numb, feel like I’m going dumb

Smoke myself stupid, just to feel some

Smoke, smoke, smoke it up, burn the pain away

Push it all away, drive real fast to forget

Trauma filled past, hope don’t last, but I guess

This is my life, a mess, no success

Yeah, I feel like I’m losing it, slowly slipping out

Trying to stay afloat, but I drown in doubt

Yeah.. Alien mind, breaking gravity, defying normality

Seeking vitality in my own insanity

Fade into darkness, no spark, just a mark

Lost in the dark, I park my heart in the dark

Numb and distant, paper thin existence

Life’s persistence, filled with resistance

Trying to find some meaning in the pain, but it’s draining

Living in a haze, days and nights never changing