“Infinite Sleep”

I been driftin’…

Can’t tell if I’m real, or just thinkin’ too loud again.

(Morpheus, don’t leave me here…)

Julian in his dreams… infinite realms…

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I walk through dreams like they hallways

But every door just leads me back to my mind’s cage

They say I’m gifted, but the gift feel like pain

Every time I blink, I’m reborn in the rain

I see futures, I see pasts, I see lies

I can fly in my head, but I fall when I try

They say I’m too young to be this cold

But when you dream in color, the world feel old

I talk to spirits that ain’t got names

I drew my own sword outta thoughts and flames

They call me Phantom King, Thought Monarch too

But I just wanna be a kid with a normal view

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I got dreams I can’t run from

I got thoughts that undo me

This mind a maze, and I’m just floatin’

Through scenes too real, but nobody knew me

Lucid lies in the shape of love

Castles crash when I think too much

If I wake up, would I still be whole?

Or am I just another soul… that the dreams stole?

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Every mirror show a different me

One smilin’, one cryin’, one bleedin’ in sleep

Julian, the one they say might save the world

But who saves the boy who ain't sure who he is anymore?

My siblings, they warriors — fierce and real

But I’m in my head, tryna figure what’s real

Pop gave me Morpheus, sword of the mind

But I fight myself more than enemies I find

They say “you got EX potential,” that’s facts

But even gods feel lost when they lookin’ back

I ain’t weak, I’m just… misunderstood

A boy with too much power, tryna be good

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I got dreams I can’t run from

I got thoughts that undo me

This mind a maze, and I’m just floatin’

Through scenes too real, but nobody knew me

Lucid lies in the shape of love

Castles crash when I think too much

If I wake up, would I still be whole?

Or am I just another soul… that the dreams stole?

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(Don’t wake me… not yet…)

(The world too loud — but my dreams too deep…)

Julian Von Blackburn… Dream-King. Infinite forever.