The long ass day

Guess I was the fool after all. 
Wasn"t watching out where i was going
The pain i feel is raw.
I find no solace in knowing. 
I"ve put in a lot of timeafter alll
But It leaves me feeling less confident 
Guess that is something I will learn to live with somehow.
  You have enough of your own problems to deal with now
Just why did I have to like you so well?
Who am I kidding? I fell in love with you, hell! 
Before you walk away from me 
Theres some things I gotta know.
Whyd it take so long for you to say no, you can"t give me what I need.
Believing it best if I up and leave, 
You want me to go off and find someone else  to fulfill my needs.
Makes me feel someway that you come to this decision with such ease. 
Kinda seeing as it could have been one big tease. For real tho, am I that hard to please.
I"ve let it slide by for all this time
But I can"t pretend anymore that everything is fine.
Didn"t you not  just say you"d rather I up and walked away than to have to work it all out and find out what  it"s all about. So you feel it"s easier if I just leave so you dont have to deal with fulfilling these needs

I don"t know what the fuck to think or to say, but I do know it"s going to be a long ass fucking day. 
Not sure how to navigate from here. 
Nothing seems to be coming in clear.
I had dreams, plans and a vision of a future in which you where a major part...
Half of all of my tomorrow"s were yours to share... but I guess fuck it, hurts less when you don"t care.

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