Daddy's Coming Home

"I miss you"

"I miss you"

There's not a day that goes by

That I don't regret a lullaby I didn't sing

Or think about the toys I didnt let you squeeze

I thought I was being a good parent

By not letting you have the small childish things

But you were 3, and I should have known better

And I hope you and your sister will respond to my letters

You see, I didnt just dissappear, I miss you so

And there are so many hard to explain things that you need to know

I cant find the sun outside of your faces

And give me a million theories of relativity in a million places.

I can't close my eyes without seeing you, hearing your innocent voices,

And I dont want either of you to suffer because of my ignorant choices

You're the loves of my life, and my purpose

And I feel like I'm gonna miss you until I feel myself resurface, but it's all well and good in the meantime

I know you are young

But I hope you feel a sense of pride when you hear a song I sung

Because every bit of the things I endured were so you two could benefit, and I swear upon my four stupid names that someday I can prove it.

Autumn, Ayden. Daddy never left you. I'm gonna hold you in my arms again, if its the last thing I ever do.

I'm not going to point fingers or assign the blame, because I know excuses arent what you want to hear, you'll probably call me lame.

And you habe every right to be angry at me for not being there at a time when you really truly needed me.

But I promise that I've never stopped fighting, and you're in my prayers. Amd anyone that tries to stop me is gonna get theirs. Daddy's coming home. But, when? I just don't know, but please believe I never let you go.

I'll never let you go...

"I miss you"

"I miss you"

I miss you too...