Nowhere Feels Like Home

soft humming, vinyl crackle

Yeah…

If I fall tonight

Just know I tried

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I’m feelin’ lost, I don’t know where else to go now

I don’t really got a place to call my home now

Everybody hatin’, yeah, it make my heart cold now

Why everybody always make me feel alone now?

If I fall when the night time comes

Tell my mama I’m sorry for it all

That’s the truth—yeah, I miss you

Funny how they love you when you’re almost gone

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I got so much shit I never say out loud

Tears on my face, tryna blend in with the crowd

Every day colder, they want me out the way

I swear I’ll be okay, I just need space

I walk past, I feel the hate in their eyes

Try to escape, but I’m stuck in my mind

I get high just to quiet the pain

But the silence always screams my name

Would they love me if I changed who I am?

Am I lost or just scared of the plans?

I don’t want love if it comes with a knife

Please don’t promise me forever tonight

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I’m tired of fighting demons they don’t see

Everybody moves on, but they forget me

Life keeps rolling whether I’m strong or weak

Only proof I was here is the songs I bleed

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I’m feelin’ lost, I don’t know where else to go now

I don’t really got a place to call my home now

Everybody hatin’, yeah, it make my heart cold now

Why everybody always make me feel alone now?

If I fall when the night time comes

Tell my mama I’m sorry for it all

That’s the truth—yeah, I miss you

Funny how they love you when you’re almost gone

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I been hurting for so long I forgot me

Numb feelings, same wounds, different heartbeat

I make another song, hope it helps somehow

Still drowning, but I’m breathing right now

I look back at love and it cuts so deep

Best thing I had still couldn’t save me

I don’t wanna disappear, I just want peace

I’m exhausted tryna be everything

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Maybe I don’t wanna die

Maybe I just want the pain to slow

If there’s a reason I’m still here

I’m tryna find it on my own

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If I fall when the night time comes

Tell my mama I’m still trying to grow

That’s the truth—yeah, I miss you

But maybe I ain’t done yet, who knows

I’m feelin’ lost, but I’m still here now

Still no home, but I’m holding on

Life keeps moving… so will I

Even when it hurts to survive