[Intro – Hummed / Ambient]
soft humming, vinyl crackle
Yeah…
If I fall tonight
Just know I tried
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[Chorus]
I’m feelin’ lost, I don’t know where else to go now
I don’t really got a place to call my home now
Everybody hatin’, yeah, it make my heart cold now
Why everybody always make me feel alone now?
If I fall when the night time comes
Tell my mama I’m sorry for it all
That’s the truth—yeah, I miss you
Funny how they love you when you’re almost gone
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[Verse 1]
I got so much shit I never say out loud
Tears on my face, tryna blend in with the crowd
Every day colder, they want me out the way
I swear I’ll be okay, I just need space
I walk past, I feel the hate in their eyes
Try to escape, but I’m stuck in my mind
I get high just to quiet the pain
But the silence always screams my name
Would they love me if I changed who I am?
Am I lost or just scared of the plans?
I don’t want love if it comes with a knife
Please don’t promise me forever tonight
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[Pre-Chorus]
I’m tired of fighting demons they don’t see
Everybody moves on, but they forget me
Life keeps rolling whether I’m strong or weak
Only proof I was here is the songs I bleed
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[Chorus]
I’m feelin’ lost, I don’t know where else to go now
I don’t really got a place to call my home now
Everybody hatin’, yeah, it make my heart cold now
Why everybody always make me feel alone now?
If I fall when the night time comes
Tell my mama I’m sorry for it all
That’s the truth—yeah, I miss you
Funny how they love you when you’re almost gone
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[Verse 2]
I been hurting for so long I forgot me
Numb feelings, same wounds, different heartbeat
I make another song, hope it helps somehow
Still drowning, but I’m breathing right now
I look back at love and it cuts so deep
Best thing I had still couldn’t save me
I don’t wanna disappear, I just want peace
I’m exhausted tryna be everything
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[Bridge – Emotional Shift]
Maybe I don’t wanna die
Maybe I just want the pain to slow
If there’s a reason I’m still here
I’m tryna find it on my own
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[Final Chorus / Outro]
If I fall when the night time comes
Tell my mama I’m still trying to grow
That’s the truth—yeah, I miss you
But maybe I ain’t done yet, who knows
I’m feelin’ lost, but I’m still here now
Still no home, but I’m holding on
Life keeps moving… so will I
Even when it hurts to survive