ME AGAIN PT.2

Feels familiar…

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Like I’ve been here before…

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I was moving like I had it all in line, but I didn’t

Same routine, same mindset, just a different position

Telling myself I’m good, but I weren’t really present

Just existing day to day, not progressing, just pretending

I knew something felt off, I just pushed it aside

Tried to carry on normal, but it sat in my mind

Little habits creeping back, I ignored all the signs

Told myself I’ll sort it soon, but I said that too many times

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I’m tryna find me again…

Somewhere I lost in the middle of it

I was close but I slipped again…

Now I see what the difference is

I’m tryna find me again…

Not the same but I’m building it

I won’t stay where I was back then…

I’m moving forward, I’m fixing it

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It’s not like I didn’t know, I just didn’t act

Had the plan in my head, but I didn’t back that

Kept saying I’ll start soon, but I delayed that

Now I’m looking at the time like I can’t get that back

And it hits different when you realise it’s you

No one else to blame, it’s the things you didn’t do

That’s the truth I had to face, yeah it’s harder to accept

But it’s needed if you really wanna fix what you neglect

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I was half in, half out, stuck in between

Knew what I wanted but I weren’t that me

Now I see clear, I can’t stay that way

Every step now gotta mean something

No more talk, I’m done with that

No more saying I’ll double back

If I want change, I move like that

No more stuck in a comfort trap

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I’m tryna find me again…

Somewhere I lost in the middle of it

I was close but I slipped again…

Now I see what the difference is

I’m tryna find me again…

Not the same but I’m building it

I won’t stay where I was back then…

I’m moving forward, I’m fixing it

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(quiet)

Not starting again…

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Just getting back…