Wanna Be

In between a fantasy

Being where I’m at n where I wanna be

They just dream chasing for the vanity

Mines a part of me it feel like therapy

Knowin I can’t go wit out

Feeling dead if I never take the route

Prolly better off if I run it now

I took some L’s krazy how that killed the doubt

Life is filled with obstacles

Running from the challenge’s irresponsible

When Loved ones say your dreams are too improbable

That jus mean you gotta be unstoppable

What you gonna do tho

Kickin Shii like judo

said fuck it ima give the real me I dropped the pseudo

Numero im uno

Ima punish snaking mothafuckas, Billy Russo

See me reaching through a New crusade

Only question that i ask is what it really takes?

I started wit Ducking all my dated Foolish ways

N the gains comin with so I acknowledge pain

Set aside our differences

‘Tween me n the privileged men

Faked out by the government

Barely gave me tools to live

Imagine how I felt when I found native in my lineage

tell me what I’m dealing wit. They tried keep me ignorant

Why am I oppressed when all my ppl are indigenous?

They rewrote our history, plagued by these Christians

Damn this shit is stressful they made so many idiots

Go back to our ancestors, see how they were spirited

You religious don’t know what it’s for

Power n control that’s why it’s fought about through war

They massacred so many, mission to control your soul

Instilled you wit the fear so you feel like it’s only law

The devil disguised as a bible

Easy to control in code it’s never vital

People barely thinking minds of a child

So they get defensive when their lie is rivaled