[Verse 1]
I cut my rust off just to shine
You watch me tear
You call it fine
I say I’m hurt
You roll your eyes
Say I’m acting
Say I’m lying
[Pre-Chorus]
You wind me up
Then walk away
Leave my pieces
Where they lay
[Chorus]
I’m not your play thing
Not your rainy-day distraction
Not a body you can damage
Then forget I ever happened
I’m not your play thing
Not a joke for when you’re bored
I’m a heart you keep on cracking
I’m a person
Not your toy
[Verse 2]
You say I’m “extra
” say I’m loud
Like feeling much is something foul
You bend my spine till pages tear
Close the book like I’m not there
[Pre-Chorus]
You pull the strings
Then drop the show
Call it drama
When I explode
[Chorus]
I’m not your play thing
Not your rainy-day distraction
Not a body you can damage
Then forget I ever happened
I’m not your play thing
Not a joke for when you’re bored
I’m a heart you keep on cracking
I’m a person
Not your toy
[Bridge]
Look at these scars
You call them stories
I call them yours
You call it “phase”
I call it mourning
What I was before
[Chorus]
I’m not your play thing
Not your rainy-day distraction
Not a body you can damage
Then forget I ever happened
I’m not your play thing
Not a joke for when you’re bored
I’m a heart you keep on cracking
I’m a person
Not your toy
[Outro]
I cut my rust off just to shine
You won’t be the one this time