Hope You Rot (But Not Before You Miss Me)

I saw your shadow in someone else’s bed

Guess heartbreak makes a pretty good perfume

You always said you hate goodbyes

But you sure looked proud when you left the room

Told your friends I was crazy, a ticking time bomb

Funny how the fuse lit when you went off

I hope you rot — but not before you miss me

Not before your new guy starts to twist things

Hope you choke on every lie you kissed me with

And remember what you said when you ditched me

I don’t want revenge, I want poetry

And your tears in the chorus — sung slowly

Hope you rot… but not before you miss me

Heard you’re glowing up — new hair, fake grin

Bet he don’t know who you are at 2 A.M.

Tell him I said good luck with the drama

And ask how many friends he’ll lose to your trauma

You played me like a love song out of key

Now you’re stuck with the echo of me

I hope you rot — but not before you miss me

Not before the silence makes you dizzy

Hope you scroll through old texts like a ritual

Tryna find the part where you didn’t kill this thing

I don’t want closure, I want chaos

And your voice breaking down in the playback

Hope you rot… but not before you miss me

How many of your best friends can I fuck…

just to make the hurt go numb?

(…none of ’em helped, by the way)

I hope you rot — but not before you miss me

Not before your own guilt hits like whiskey

Hope your mirror turns you into the villain

And you hear my name in every love song chillin’

I don’t want peace, I want your truth

Wrapped in regret and played back in loop

I hope you rot…

but not before you—

MISS ME.